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I just spent the last hour @ work reading the tokyo thread and I'm beyond intrigued and have been entertained. I'm living vicariously through djrajio.

This sounds like a new potential hobby for me. Its this: http://supertalk.superfuture.com/index.php?/topic/34718-japan-tokyo-general/ thread right? Which page do i start on?

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I think my last post was about being depressed. I did an eighth of shrooms yesterday alone, and honestly I think that did more for me than my sessions with CAPS. It was crazy to feel so good, and it kind of made me realize how I haven't been the person I want to be the last few months. Now the challenge is to keep that in perspective going forward.

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my sister's cat (well, kitten), whom i also adored it seems, was hit by a motorcycle a couple nights ago. concussion notwithstanding, his vital organs were miraculously okay.. bottom half of his body, however, was pretty beat up - clean break to a leg, pelvis fractured in 4 places, misaligned lower spine yet the vets gave him a chance of recovery. amputation was no option in my eyes so we basically needed to raise 10k for this operation with a specialist vet surgeon. best case scenario, he was likely to suffer osteoarthritis as he aged. i don't have that kind of money, neither does my sister (student-status), but it was on offer from our dad. even so, we collectively agreed to put him to sleep.. but fuck, i am feeling so much guilt, so much regret. i stayed with him as he went under and it nigh on broke my heart.

we were only given a 15 minute window (over the phone, at that) to make the decision and i fear it was the wrong one. the family is trying to justify the decision by claiming it was a 'quality of life' issue, but i just know if the operation cost were more reasonable we would have given it a shot. i guess i'm mainly disappointed in myself for ultimately assessing the situation in terms of financial expense. but i guess where does one draw the line? nonetheless, if i had my time again, i would have just CC'ed the damn thing on the spot. we owed it to him to try - he was still so young. little dude used to drink from the running tap whilst i brushed my teeth in the evening :(

/emotional rant

support or condemnation welcomed :unsure:

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There are some casting directors who have a rock solid knack for finding bangable actresses. (eg. USA network's general casting) They're never the hottest women in world but they are sexy in the way that it matters: looking like that girl next door who you might actually have a 4% chance at fucking.

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I've been short-listed for a new position at work. It would give me a considerable raise and elevate me up quite a bit in the company. But if they offer me the position I'm gonna have to actually work. Right now I'm at this great spot where I'm high enough that I can delegate most of my work to people with no issue but also low enough where while I'm seen and somewhat heard, I can mess around and it's chill.

It definitely sucks having coworkers who are more than willing to do your work. Ever since we got a few interns last year I haven't done anything. These dudes do my work better than I would do so I just let them. But now I have absolutely no drive at work. I spend eight to nine hours at the office and I do maybe two hours of work a day.

I get so bored during meetings that I started taking notes to avoid falling asleep. Someone noticed and told someone else and now the people above me think I'm super serious about this job. Nah, I take notes cause I can't draw so my doodles are shitty. I'm not serious. I spend most of my day eating Triscuits with the interns and reading shit on wikipedia off of my phone. I'm not serious about my job.

Man, where did my ambition go? I used to come to work early, do all my shit, and be proactive.

I guess it's time to get serious, again.

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I get so bored during meetings that I started taking notes to avoid falling asleep. Someone noticed and told someone else and now the people above me think I'm super serious about this job. Nah, I take notes cause I can't draw so my doodles are shitty. I'm not serious. I spend most of my day eating Triscuits with the interns and reading shit on wikipedia off of my phone. I'm not serious about my job.

Oh my god, you sound like George trying to get fired from the Knicks.

Edit: shit Yankees I mean. Must have New York sporting team dyslexia.

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I only eat pancakes cause I'm terribly addicted to homemade salted butter & strawberry jam.

Its really no better than just scooping butter & jam into my mouth solo but I don't feel as guilty when I bring pancakes into the mix :/

i would like to learn more about your butter and jam secrets

thank you

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After ten years of living XXX I am fully legal to work any job I want (not just make my own), got a five year living permit (instead of one year at a time), more or less am another immigrant jerk. It feels fucking AWESOME!

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I genuinely respect people less if they buy Tom's at retail. I also was vehemently opposed to the idea of those cashmere ones they made with The Row, but I kind of secretly liked them because I love The Row.

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I think I vented to the point of excess about Toms in the customer un-appreciation thread. It's such a love/hate relationship, for the longest time Toms paid virtually all my bills, and realistically...it was such easy money. The customers for Toms are insanely annoying, but honestly, no worse than any other fad that has people frothing at the mouth to be a part of. I think I found more frustration at the associations people made with Toms, like church groups with Toms themes and shit like that.

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