superconfessional

[jeepster]

lately I have been thinking about dropping my engineering studies mid-career and going to SF to study industrial design. a particular math-filled class is burning my brain, and i'm scared that this is how it's going to be from now on and in the workplace. I want to be able to design cars with the bases of engineering as to not create sad and far-fetched concepts that are completely impossible to make in terms of aerodynamics and cost (as is the case with most design school renderings), but I am losing hope that I will be able to implement creativity in a world of pure techicality. the cold, hard, unbending logic of it all is scaring me.

maybe it's my goddamn teacher (I am 99% sure he is an android) who scrawls equations on the chalkboard with no facial expression at all and keeping a monotone drone for 2 hours straight.

I know it would be wrong to throw what I've done so far in the garbage...I could always graduate here and then go to SF with a degree in hand. but I just don't know how freaking long will it take me to get my degree (in italy you get your degree when you pass all your exams, you can retake an exam as many times as you want until you pass it, so to graduate you can take as many years as you need. but I dont want to take 900 years to get my bachelors).

ARGHHGHHGH

jj, my dad told me stories like this when he was going through architecture school to get his degree. he really had trouble balancing what he wanted to do with the reality of his work-life after college, but eventually, with tons of hard work, it payed off and now he thoroughly enjoys the creativity and happiness that his work brings him. but engineering/architecture/design ain't just fun-and-games anymore, and he keeps giving me lectures on trying to find an area of study that will really catch my attention.

i dunno. school is headaches fo sho. eventually though, the universe has a way of working itself out.

maybe this helps? :confused:

[Guest spazzz]

my life is a true Korean drama. I have considered making a little film based directly or in part (kind of Bill Brasky'ish) on my life. (0) I think it'd be an entertaining little flick and maybe get some people thinking about things, but my hangup is that, knowing myself, the ending would inevitably be a sad/shocking one and I don't want to jinx myself too badly.

I have been drywalling and laying hardwood floor at my house for what seems the past month and I feel like a denimhead as my raw denims are starting to get nicely faded. That is what I have been doing to fill in the downtime in my life lately. I'm sitting here typing this message to you all stone cold sober, chewing sugar free gum. My right hand that is normally employed in beer drinking while I superfuture is strangely free and I'm considering masturbating, but am kind of uninspired by porn lately.

bizzare bunch or my sassy girl?

lately I have been thinking about dropping my engineering studies mid-career and going to SF to study industrial design. a particular math-filled class is burning my brain, and i'm scared that this is how it's going to be from now on and in the workplace. I want to be able to design cars with the bases of engineering as to not create sad and far-fetched concepts that are completely impossible to make in terms of aerodynamics and cost (as is the case with most design school renderings), but I am losing hope that I will be able to implement creativity in a world of pure techicality. the cold, hard, unbending logic of it all is scaring me.

maybe it's my goddamn teacher (I am 99% sure he is an android) who scrawls equations on the chalkboard with no facial expression at all and keeping a monotone drone for 2 hours straight.

I know it would be wrong to throw what I've done so far in the garbage...I could always graduate here and then go to SF with a degree in hand. but I just don't know how freaking long will it take me to get my degree (in italy you get your degree when you pass all your exams, you can retake an exam as many times as you want until you pass it, so to graduate you can take as many years as you need. but I dont want to take 900 years to get my bachelors).

ARGHHGHHGH[/quote

engineering is much easier to find a quick job.

Mind if I ask how old you are?

I was a history major. Dropped it. I'm 23 now and I still have no idea what I want to do. So I go to a community college until I figure out exactly why I want to bury myself under a lifetime of loan debt.

scholarships

[midnight]

I feel like i have no friends and i am alone and that everybody in the world is in on something that i'm not. Everybody is just a made up object of your imagination that tests how good of a person you are so that when you "die" you are actually sent into a completely different real world where how you acted in your previous life is taken into account greatly. I'm not saying multiple lives, i'm just saying like a video game type thing the first time and then real shit the 2nd. Freaks me out. A lot.

[mr fluffernutter]

drugs do tht

i hear

[homme.homme]

today i receive raf simons sleeveless hoodie from suckdick.

i like the way it smells.

[mr fluffernutter]

today i receive raf simons sleeveless hoodie from suckdick.

i like the way it smells.

can i has it please

[homme.homme]

can i has it please

no. you will contaminate the beautiful smell.

[comaeternal]

need to come up with $325 because I lost a ounce of bud..dont ask me why..fuck

[mrip]

why ?

[skiniks]

need to come up with $325 because I lost a ounce of bud..dont ask me why..fuck

NUMBER FOUR: know you heard this before. NEVER get high, on your own supply

[larssss]

i stuffed myself at a bbq last saturday, and have continued to eat waaaay to much since then.

[geekbonchic]

This Japanese chick was riding on my bus to work today and was with a friend. I accidentally eavesdropped on her talking with her friend.

HIM: So you speak two languages?

HER: Yes, biringruar.

I almost laughed out loud.

[azn8oi]

oh rearry?

YES REARRY

[mswill_i_am]

i might have ruined my life.

o yea final @ 8.

[sidneylo]

It has been two nights in a row where the birds chirping outside my window have been my reminder that it is indeed time for me to go to sleep.

I'm feeling pretty restless now that graduation is right around the corner. And just so I don't get too comfortable, I booked my flight out of NYC to complete the rest of my portraits the day after my commencement.

I am never going to get any rest.

[geekbonchic]

^ This happens to me a lot recently. Not quite insomnia. More like a general malaise. I know the feeling, though.

And congrats.

[keagan]

It has been two nights in a row where the birds chirping outside my window have been my reminder that it is indeed time for me to go to sleep.

I'm feeling pretty restless now that graduation is right around the corner. And just so I don't get too comfortable, I booked my flight out of NYC to complete the rest of my portraits the day after my commencement.

I am never going to get any rest.

IS YOUR HAir short or long now I can't remember and I am trying to picture you sleeping. You look good with long hair. compliments to the chef as I am trying to get into her pants

did anyone see top chef tonight?!@

FUCK, i say.

Nikki was so cute. I am not going to watch that show anymore.

[midnight]

One word. Padma.

[ROYALEFATALE]

i'm loving these visuals...the audio...not so much.

dWvw6ZpK1j4

[jeepster]

It has been two nights in a row where the birds chirping outside my window have been my reminder that it is indeed time for me to go to sleep.

I'm feeling pretty restless now that graduation is right around the corner. And just so I don't get too comfortable, I booked my flight out of NYC to complete the rest of my portraits the day after my commencement.

I am never going to get any rest.

REMEMBER

imma hollla atchu at graduation

"ay bay bay" is da codew3rd.

[sidneylo]

Tisch graduation right? I can probably shout over 1,000 people…

[jeepster]

Tisch graduation right? I can probably shout over 1,000 people…

nah

yankee stadium

unless tisch is with CAS

but yeah, if its yankee stadium, im bringing a megaphone.

gonna get that fo sho.

[sidneylo]

nah

yankee stadium

unless tisch is with CAS

but yeah, if its yankee stadium, im bringing a megaphone.

gonna get that fo sho.

Fuck I ain't going to that. I'll be getting Peter Luger for runch on that day. BOOM TIME.

[panicnation]

Do we need to start an overeaters who love and own slim fit cluthins thread? Cuz... "Hi, my name is masuerte.."

Some ppl might wanna start an undereaters who rock roll-ups thread. Cuz..."Hi, my name is bootlegs.

For the record i like that fit.

[sidneylo]

I am considering being celibate for the rest of the year.

[landho]

I am considering being celibate for the rest of the year.

Does that include not fapping?

[sidneylo]

Celibacy is defined as sexual abstinence, and masturbation would fall under the category of sexual activity… so yes.

[dunkin deeznuts]

Celibacy is defined as sexual abstinence, and masturbation would fall under the category of sexual activity… so yes.

different schools of though....

some (most i think) would define celibacy as having no sexual relations which involves other people.....and others would further define it as abstaining from sexual intercourse (vaginal)..but oral and anal is ok.......

so maybe you celibately masturbate .....if you want to of course..........

[landho]

I was celibate for Lent once. It was not very easy, but then again, I didn't have the superhuman willpower that I do now.

But a year is like ten Lents.

[landho]

so maybe you celibately masturbate .....if you want to of course..........

What if you masturbate but don't finish? Will you still be considered in a state of celibacy?