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I think i'm becoming an alcoholic, and it IS a problem, though I tell myself it isnt, and justify my drinking in stupid ways.

I don't remember the last day I didnt go to sleep by passing out, and its 5 in the afternoon right now and im drunk.

Not to mention I keep drinking swill, whatevers cheapest ill get. Right now im imbibing on St. Ides 40s....wtf.

I tell myself I drink because theres nothing else to do, and hell... i want to, so why deny myself the pleasure. But its more than that, my fathers a terrible alcoholic and alwatys has been, so is his father, and my mothers father died 2 years ago...much too soon due to his alcoholism. so clearlyt i dont have genetics working on my side.

its so sad, in a way. i feel like i could have been more, done more, this summer, but i did nothing.

hopefully once school starts ill get back in check. but even then, id get off the train after my commute, liquor store literally RIGHT in front of my stop, id grab a personal and slowly drink it as i did my school work.

id like to say it wouldnt be a problem if i lived my life like i always do, but thats not really true.

cant even drive, got a dwi. wtf is wrong with me

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watched lost highway got a semi, then the blonde version rolls around and i'm intrigued couse she looks like a tranny

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I hear the sound of my doorbell.

In only my boxers, no shirt, I head downstairs to see who it is. I assumed it was one of my friends, and I'd just tell them peace.

But it ends up being this girl that looked like a crack whore, no joke.

Seriously she resemble Amy Smart in the butterfly effect.

http://www.aceshowbiz.com/images/still/the_butterfly_effect08.jpg

And she had a HUGE cold sore on her lip.

I was sleepy, my eyes were affixed on that cold sore.

She starts talking to me and I really couldn't hear anything she said, I just kept staring at the cold sore and pondered as to why she'd be ringing the doorbell.

She asks for the tenants living downstairs, of course, why would she be contacting me. So I say that I don't know them at all. She says its urgent that she leaves a package for them.

But every time she said something, I had to make her repeat it because I couldn't stop staring at that damn cold sore. Fuck it was huge.

So I just said "yeah uh you can do whatever you want, I'm going back upstairs, just lock the door when you're done" and she said "sorry to bother you."

You should be sorry that you engraved the image of that huge cold sore in my mind.

All I could think about afterwards was that damn cold sore.

That fucking cold sore man.

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(It was 3x bigger than that, swear.)

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I hate to admit it, but I think I'm discriminable in my preference of women... I don't flirt with African American girls (I just talk with them) and I don't even talk to girls that I think weigh heavier than me (unless older or family)

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We all our. I think?

My bro got a apt right next to a sorority house, on accident too. Sorry brother but there may be other reasons why im over at your place more often.

Group invited the facebook friend list to my bands/group fan page. I hate to admit that im nervous about the reception.

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i have no motivation to do anything other than do nothing and sit around or just get fucked up. i know i really should start getting working on the mountain of shit that is just piling up, but i just can't get myself to do it

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its monday night, and im still hungover from saturday.

I am still nursing a hangover from Friday. Totally bent still. Good to know I am not alone on this trip. Friday was hard, but not amazing.... It was just the tipping point.

Boozing and drugging (working 6 days a week too) since the begining of July concept.

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i don't even know why i procrastinated on something so serious. wtf is wrong with me. hopefully everything will be alright tomorrow.

same boat dude. i have a follow up interview tomorrow, for a make or break job for me and i keep putting off preparing my demonstration. like i usually get anxieties about things like this so i know i should prepare but some times i cant.

When I talk to women with low-cut shirts I never make eye contact. I am in love with breast. From big to small.

'i am love with breast?' so just one. are you too good for the right one, is it left all the way

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'i am love with breast?' so just one. are you too good for the right one, is it left all the way

No hate on any breast. I love them all the same. Even boobs with 1 inch nipples. Any size, curve, pointy-ness. They are the best parts of the women figure. Sorry for going overboard, I'm excited.

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No hate on any breast. I love them all the same. Even boobs with 1 inch nipples. Any size, curve, pointy-ness. They are the best parts of the women figure. Sorry for going overboard, I'm excited.

boobs are nice but im more of an ass man

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I kind of love my best friend.

I kind of wish one of my other friends broke up with her boyfriend so i can get at dat.

I wish i didn't live where I do.

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