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I'm like Salvador Dali loungin on a beach in Bali

Alone I'm mos def, but i never dropped the quali

If this is a face off, i'll blow ya fuckin face off

Rollin with twin eagles like the nicolas cage squad

Razors and chainsaws

I could start a record label I got so many AR's...

You niggas talk blow, well I sold mine...

Then pimped that pussy like a fuckin gold mine

This ain't valentine's day massacre, i ain't sendin love letters

Instead i'll do you one better

Skip the joy ride and go straight to the gun trigger

I don't forget beefs

Next time i catch you in bedsheets

Long kiss good night, don't be alarmed by the six beeps

Ain't wakin up cause I just put in you the big sleep...

fucka

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jeep: I get hella weirded out when I realize you are only getting out of high school now.

I assumed it was common knowledge that I am a youngblood.

doom, haircut looks pretty badazz. Stick wid it.

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i just killed the mosquito that was chasing me around my room for the past half hour.

motherfucker was HUGE.

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i really love chicken noodle soup. i used to just kinda like it, but it's a genuine love now.

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If the doctors told me that I was dying, that it was just a matter of time as I'm hooked onto an IV and machines keeping me alive..would I be courageous enough to choose the exact moment I pass or would it be better to prolong my breathing as long as possible until unexpectedly I just go?

I always thought of death, in the natural sense..you know, by heart attack not bullet in the heart.. like falling asleep. You know eventually you'll go to sleep and sometimes you stay up late just waiting to fall asleep but you never know the exact moment you sleep..it just happens. And you never wake up.

Anyways my grandma is in the ICU because her pacemaker isn't working anymore and she's too old/weak for surgery so basically its any moment now. I just got back, they kick you out after 830pm and that is what I'm left with. Black holes and thoughts of what if I was in her shoes..

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If the doctors told me that I was dying, that it was just a matter of time as I'm hooked onto an IV and machines keeping me alive..would I be courageous enough to choose the exact moment I pass or would it be better to prolong my breathing as long as possible until unexpectedly I just go?

I always thought of death, in the natural sense..you know, by heart attack not bullet in the heart.. like falling asleep. You know eventually you'll go to sleep and sometimes you stay up late just waiting to fall asleep but you never know the exact moment you sleep..it just happens. And you never wake up.

Anyways my grandma is in the ICU because her pacemaker isn't working anymore and she's too old/weak for surgery so basically its any moment now. I just got back, they kick you out after 830pm and that is what I'm left with. Black holes and thoughts of what if I was in her shoes..

sorry to hear that

wish you and youre family the best

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By the end, my grandpa couldn't make out my family members surrounding his hospital bed.

And I was forced to stay thousands of miles away.

Still one thing I'm mad at my parents for.

I'm kind of worried he didn't remember me when he left.

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i am sorry to hear about your situation, whitney. Stay strong and my thoughts go out to you and your family

on a similar note...every now and then i think about the last thing my grandfather (dad's side) said to me before he had a stroke, fell into a coma and ultimately passed on like a week later...i was about 10, he was sending me off to the MTR as i was going home. I just missed the last train, looked back at him and the last thing ever said as he waved goodbye was "Ha bu" (in his Shanghainese accented cantonese, meaning "Next one.")

those words pop up in my mind every now and then to keep me going.

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thanks for the kind words lah.

By the end, my grandpa couldn't make out my family members surrounding his hospital bed.

And I was forced to stay thousands of miles away.

Still one thing I'm mad at my parents for.

I'm kind of worried he didn't remember me when he left.

that's the thing that makes me most sad, her memory is a bit murky..

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