superconfessional

[azn8oi]

whenever i eat something INCREDIBLE, i have a huge stupid grin on my face and i cant stop smiling.

whizkit on the other hand lets out a huge sigh of relief. /snitch

i smiled a few times in singapore.

[branespload]

I read somewhere on sufu that both jkissi and kunk do this thing where they sprint then jog then sprint then jog.. I researched it and discovered it's a method called HIIT for quick effective cardio.

So I tried it a few minutes ago and it kicked the SHIIT out of me. :[[[[

[whizkit]

^^ neg for snitching!

[sistersuzie]

i think i'm a few inches from becoming a lesbian

[Leonard Leroy]

Ok. Let's analyze that statement.

"Few inches"

Alright, class, who wants to start?

[whitney]

^ i am confused.

also i'm starting to hate my iphone because of the way the text msg system is set up, i can't individually delete text msgs, so i can't say i didn't get one and delete it..they'd see it..unless i delete the entire conversation..which is what i end up doing but there are some things i rather not delete

why does it not let you choose

DAMN IT I WANT A CHOICE

p.s i've been avoiding certain people because i just rather not have to put up with their shit right now.

[branespload]

^ i hate my iphone for not being able to send MMS.. the delete one text thing doesn't bother me too much, I like saving all the texts I've had with people and seeing our first conversations.. haha

I hate my phone now because of Bejeweled 2 -- I waste so much time in bed trying to get past level 13, but the game is mostly based on luck (despite some strategies to improve your luck) so I lose at level 2-3, and the freaking "No More Moves" animation is irritating as hell.

Also it's impossible to navigate when you're driving by yourself because of a touch screen interface + lack of voice command + no tactile feedback + California state law.

p.s. i stopped avoiding people because I figured it does no good to treat them that way, shit or not

V: sounds like Dizzy Bee, yo.

[Leonard Leroy]

I don't have an iphone but i like the beatmaker thing and that one game where you have to make it through some blocks, and you tilt the iphone to control your manuevers through the blocks. so awesome.

[fluffer]

leonard,i hate your glasses...no hate

[Leonard Leroy]

fluffer, I hate your hate, gives no laughs.

[fluffer]

fluffer, I hate your hate, gives no laughs.

leonard,you are a sexy individual (57% homo),but you look absolutely ridiculous in those frames.They dont suit your perfectly round head

reminds me too much of sally jesse rafael

[Leonard Leroy]

I laughed.

[fluffer]

I laughed.

i still like your style,especially your tees

but take off those glasses,place them on the floor..pretend for a moment you are jewish and just got married (i know its not legal in your case) and do this

[junglejane]

sally is one flawless betch. looking like sally is fierce. leonard leroy, keep on keepin' on.

[Leonard Leroy]

i still like your style,especially your tees

but take off those glasses,place them on the floor..pretend for a moment you are jewish and just got married (i know its not legal in your case) and do this

Sorry, looks like jj overrides whatever you just said.

[dolly]

wimpy burger is frigging gross

oops, my confession was that i didn't even know it actually existed irl.

[superBobo]

I consider myself a well balanced person, far from depressed. Still, I feel that my life lacks intrinsic value, which makes me want to end it all. I have a hard time motivating why "project life" should be done. Pretty much the only thing that keeps "the end" as a merly theoretical construct are my parents, which wouldnt take my early demise lightly.

anyone feel me on this? What makes you continue put effort into day to day? Just habit, or have you really a solid philosophical foundation to motivate you?

[HBlack]

I was discussing this with someone the other day. I think the entire issue is your mindset. I and most others don't need a reason to continue living, it just seems to be a given that ending it would be such a monumental, unjustifiable waste. I can't understand your position, either because of differences in our experiences or in the ways our minds work.

Regardless, do anything other than off yourself. If your life seems boring and repetitive, learn a new language and start a new life in another part of the world or something. Regardless of how extreme what you do is, it's not as extreme as the alternative. Then again I may be missing your issue completely.

[cjbreed]

I consider myself a well balanced person, far from depressed. Still, I feel that my life lacks intrinsic value, which makes me want to end it all. I have a hard time motivating why "project life" should be done. Pretty much the only thing that keeps "the end" as a merly theoretical construct are my parents, which wouldnt take my early demise lightly.

anyone feel me on this? What makes you continue put effort into day to day? Just habit, or have you really a solid philosophical foundation to motivate you?

i choose not to end it all because i like doing the nasty and having fun and doing stuff...

[corter]

i've been drunk 5 out of the last 6 nights. i usually drink maybe once a week. my friends need to stop moving back up to school on different days

[landho]

I consider myself a well balanced person, far from depressed. Still, I feel that my life lacks intrinsic value, which makes me want to end it all. I have a hard time motivating why "project life" should be done. Pretty much the only thing that keeps "the end" as a merly theoretical construct are my parents, which wouldnt take my early demise lightly.

anyone feel me on this? What makes you continue put effort into day to day? Just habit, or have you really a solid philosophical foundation to motivate you?

In The Myth of Sisyphus, Camus asks this very question and frames it in the same manner you do. He concludes that life is an absurd struggle, but it's all that we have. If you can accept this fact, he says, then you can move on and enjoy life. There is nothing more to it, but there's nothing wrong with that.

[cjbreed]

In The Myth of Sisyphus, Camus asks this very question and frames it in the same manner you do. He concludes that life is an absurd struggle, but it's all that we have. If you can accept this fact, he says, then you can move on and enjoy life. There is nothing more to it, but there's nothing wrong with that.

so funny u posted that. i was thinking about the stranger and camus and existentialism when i decided to post that simple answer instead. of course life is absurd, and meaningless, and suffering, but it is also fun, and love, and experience (good and bad are both good. what is truly bad is none at all...)

[landho]

so funny u posted that. i was thinking about the stranger and camus and existentialism when i decided to post that simple answer instead. of course life is absurd, and meaningless, and suffering, but it is also fun, and love, and experience (good and bad are both good. what is bad is none at all...)

SuperBobo is from northern Europe, where the relentlessly dark winter makes everyone an existentialist!

A Finnish friend of mine talked about the severe differences in seasonal behavior; he said that in the summer, people have love affairs and start new businesses, whereas in the winter, people are much more likely to commit suicide. What a crazy, schizophrenic world. (I've lived in Texas pretty much all of my life, and here the difference in light between summer and winter is negligible.)

[Spaghettini]

I consider myself a well balanced person, far from depressed. Still, I feel that my life lacks intrinsic value, which makes me want to end it all. I have a hard time motivating why "project life" should be done. Pretty much the only thing that keeps "the end" as a merly theoretical construct are my parents, which wouldnt take my early demise lightly.

anyone feel me on this? What makes you continue put effort into day to day? Just habit, or have you really a solid philosophical foundation to motivate you?

"Tiger got to hunt, bird got to fly; Man got to sit and wonder, 'Why, why, why?' Tiger got to sleep, bird got to land; Man got to tell himself he understand."

[Fuuma]

Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.

-Woody Allen

[cjbreed]

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more; it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.

-William Shakespeare

[tangerine]

superBobo,

v-GN-BP_Qlk

[landho]

"When God gives you AIDS,... make lemonAIDS."

--Sarah Silverman

[Wesley Pipes]

"Remember a pimp is only as good as his product, and his product is women and you got to go get the best you can find..and don't forget, any one can control a woman's body but the key is to control her mind, can you dig it?"- Paul Harris

[superBobo]

SuperBobo is from northern Europe, where the relentlessly dark winter makes everyone an existentialist!

A Finnish friend of mine talked about the severe differences in seasonal behavior; he said that in the summer, people have love affairs and start new businesses, whereas in the winter, people are much more likely to commit suicide. What a crazy, schizophrenic world. (I've lived in Texas pretty much all of my life, and here the difference in light between summer and winter is negligible.)

This is in many ways true:) The dark part of the year makes some nasty things with your mind, related to vitamin D, and melatonin production. Seriously, my sex drive goes down and I pretty much want to die. The good parts are cosy snowy winter evenings with the girlfriend.

Only thing is that I pretty much feel like this all the time. Reading the stoics really put words on the meaninglessness of our struggles, with the exception that they belived life is intrinsinctly "good" and "right", based on a metaphysical foundation I have a hard time buying.

And its not that I dont have fun and good experiences, but the inherit emptiness of meaning pretty much makes the whole thing arbitrary.

I dont really feel the solution is "get out, have fun", thats just ways of distracting yourself fellow monkey men...