superconfessional

[icandunkonu]

i quit baseball early in college and one of my friends who we both know i'm better than is now playing AA ball, makes me wonder if i could have made it. i still have no desire to play baseball though

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Yeah cigs smell like shit unless youre the one smoking

[High Monika]

I love the smell of cigarette smoke. I fucking hate the sour, disgusting smell of tobacco. If you don't know the difference, sit around somewhere with no ventilation with someone who chews (that smell sticks around after cigarettes, too).

[icandunkonu]

just found out one of my really good friends from high school killed himself, shit's mad wack. he was a real cool funny dude, i won most athletic and class clown for yearbook superlatives, but dude was my homeboy so i petitioned for him to take class clown and he did. shit is straight unbelievable and unfortunate, his dad is the former senator too :{

[azn8oi]

homeboy was white then innit

[Egpt]

homeboy was white then innit

lol 10 chars

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Suicide sucks....

Fuck....

I can't stop listening to this fucking song. It's killing me.

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[Mr Waffles]

there was some funding behind that video. thats the sketchy part.

[Bona Drag]

yo i never snitch but i just got a poz that came with a threat and was describe therein as a warning shot

bro if u listenin we still thick as theivez no homo n shit

murda in nola aint even about hate or negativity

just business, dope game and what not

ima issue a threat 2 u dawg: come 2 my city and get fucked up with me or else ima perp on u

oh yea i wrote dis cuz i cant + u rite now

[Mr Waffles]

shit son, me and my candy painted whip might have to make a trip up norf. Ima bring my terrier and my guns. (my dog loves road trips).

[Orion]

Just found out the wife and I are having another baby! Stoked. We planned on having 2, and now that we do I'm like, woah, my baby making days came and went fast.

[redgrail]

congrats on the babby makin!

nice work.

have fun with the kiddies.

[Orion]

Thanks man, it's gonna be fun. Definitely feel way more confident this time around. With the first I was terrified of what and what not to do, it's nice knowing what to expect.

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

http://www.mwillett.org/Politics/bigprob1.htm

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Dear superconfessional,

Don't you hate people without talent in a certain area that still struggle to succeed in that specialty, but never will amount to anything due to lack of prowess?

I've known someone that freshman year HS tried to become a musician. He brought his guitar to school every day and asked the teachers if he could play in class.

He was a joke, an embarrassment, a failure. Why anyone that is mediocre at best with a guitar would choose to play as if he is a professional is beyond me. I still remember the first day he played for my class. I died laughing in the back.

After a few years, and a few death threats (he was also beaten up multiple times for playing guitar, black kids told him to stop repeatedly, he called the cops etc) he decided to quit guitar.

Where did he go?

Films.

He wanted me to act in a few of them, I said no of course.

For 3ish years he has been filming, his quality never going up. It's always the same. A cheesy love story, a main character that uses profanity too much, generic teeny rock music, its a fucking joke.

So superconfessional, I'm here to vent a bit.

Watch one of his films with me, and enjoy the talentless Ri (Ken) Ruan.

This is a more recent film, still showing how lackluster he is.

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[jewbagel]

That was really awful. I don't know how I managed to watch the entire thing.

[suicide]

Watch one of his films with me, and enjoy the talentless Ri (Ken) Ruan.

who do i bill for those 6 minutes? talk about fucking terrible

[samsikle]

he looks like a troll under the bridge. stopped at a minute and a half.

[billy.]

i cant watch shit like that.

i feel awkward and embarrassed for them

idk

[redgrail]

I feel bad for the girl that got duped into being part of that travesty.

[jeepster]

yeah I'm with billy.

He's the kinda kid you told to their face "you suck, quit life" but they keep trying, which is admirable, but in their case its more pathetic than anything.

I went to high school with a lot of those kids.

[chronoaug]

The bar was dead tonight (week between normal school and summer school) came home early. Always a kinda drunk watching sex and the city eating a pint of frozen yogurt in my underwear concept

[jeepster]

IM SOLE CRAZY - correct me if wrong, but that kid - pinoy?

might answer your questions for the most part if yes.

(no offense to successful pinoys)

[samsikle]

^^ my guess would be vietnamese, but if he is filipino it wouldn't surprise me. filipinos for some reason love to entertain. they have to play the guitar. they have to sing. they have to blah blah blah to try to impress people. zat iz ze truth

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Nah hes Chinese.

He has so many far worse films, which is sad. He must have made over 50 plus, and is in Brooklyn College majoring in film.

Its really really sad. Watch him be the next Uwe Boll.

[HBlack]

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He's been doing that for 3 years?

Even horrific acting aside, I think the shit I made was better than that after a month. I guess it's good he's persistent though, just gotta hope he'll eventually find something he's not innately terrible at.

[jeepster]

^^ my guess would be vietnamese, but if he is filipino it wouldn't surprise me. filipinos for some reason love to entertain. they have to play the guitar. they have to sing. they have to blah blah blah to try to impress people. zat iz ze truth

Filipino's are the Polish of the Asian nations. They really don't have any talent/anything interesting about them (with some exceptions of course, there always are - not to offend sam, polishmike, leroy, and various other board members who I am friends with), but they don't really bring anything to the table that's not already there.

SOLE CRAZY: du may as well study with Uwe Boll, he'd probably only get better.

[jeepster]

dear yardsdale,

your blog is magnificent, but there's been a few times you've reblogged things from me and not credited me. This hurts my feelings. Just had to say it.

xoxo and still an avid follower,

jeep

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Dear jeepster,

I enjoy reading your posts alot of the time. I guess thats why you have such high rep.

[Leonard Leroy]

Filipino's are the Polish of the Asian nations. They really don't have any talent/anything interesting about them (with some exceptions of course, there always are - not to offend sam, polishmike, leroy, and various other board members who I am friends with), but they don't really bring anything to the table that's not already there.

SOLE CRAZY: du may as well study with Uwe Boll, he'd probably only get better.

This isn't valid because we got Manny Pacquiao.

The Destroyer.

Pacman.

Your daddy.