superconfessional

[Gouf]

ANYWAYS

pretty upset with myself today.

Had an unexpected lobb yesterday on cinco de mayo.. Was at the homies crib and as we were on our way to entering his apartment his neighbor was just coming back from the cannabis club and invited his inside for a sesh. Ofcourse we accepted and as the evening progressed drinks were bought and records were spun (his roommate is a chicago house dj), and we were having an all n all good wholesome cloudy haze of a time until sometime later when his homegirl came through.. light mexican chick with PROPER ass and PROPER tits.

At first I assumed they had something going on but soon she verbally and visually displayed their friendship as otherwise and started giving me looks, signals, etc.

Unfortunately homeboy is clearly crushing on her, and amidst me trying to not look like a skeez but still keeping her interest (my game is like the lakers. I often start slow, deciding how much effort its worth, then pull through in clutch moments), and his intense passive aggressive cock blocking I didnt game her up enough to leave with the digits.

Shes definitely dtf, but in my clouded drunkenness I started on her late in the night and couldnt pull off with a clear win. I think because it was made a big deal that we both chill over there so much she assumed we'll be seeing each other regularly and wouldnt have to be russian about it.

Just a little annoyed at myself for giving homeboy whos apartment it was too much benefit of the doubt and half stepping on a sure thing.

[dismalfuture]

I never realized how bad cigarettes smelled until today. I sneak smokes under the range hood because my girlfriend doesnt smoke and I don:t smoke in the house normally. but i couldnt flush the butt this time so i just put it i nthe trash. Shit smells like a forest fire aftermath or something, and I even ran the water over the butt to put it out. Anyhow, gonna go smoke another cig this way.

[dismalfuture]

I just realized how long my hair is. I tie taht shit everyday and forget about it, I combed it out and let it lay straight tonight, shit is on some anthony kiedis tip. Temple of Jawnz will double face whip you with hair.

[julzkind]

not to be so corny but i get so happy sometimes, i think i might burst with it.

lovelove love lvoel voeolvoe

I SOUND LIKE HALLMARK CARD

KILSELF KILLSELF JKILLSKJIEKS KILLSELFFF

[sistersuzie]

that's the best feeling ever..

i feel my blood running through my veins!!! heart so big and tickling inside my belly hehehe

[ProfMonnitoff]

I never realized how bad cigarettes smelled until today. I sneak smokes under the range hood because my girlfriend doesnt smoke and I don:t smoke in the house normally. but i couldnt flush the butt this time so i just put it i nthe trash. Shit smells like a forest fire aftermath or something, and I even ran the water over the butt to put it out. Anyhow, gonna go smoke another cig this way.

I'm a smoker but all for smoking bans in restaurants/bars/clubs/etc for that very reason

its great to be able to meet a friend for a quick beer and not have to exorcise your clothes when you get back home because they smell so much

[icandunkonu]

i quit baseball early in college and one of my friends who we both know i'm better than is now playing AA ball, makes me wonder if i could have made it. i still have no desire to play baseball though

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Yeah cigs smell like shit unless youre the one smoking

[High Monika]

I love the smell of cigarette smoke. I fucking hate the sour, disgusting smell of tobacco. If you don't know the difference, sit around somewhere with no ventilation with someone who chews (that smell sticks around after cigarettes, too).

[icandunkonu]

just found out one of my really good friends from high school killed himself, shit's mad wack. he was a real cool funny dude, i won most athletic and class clown for yearbook superlatives, but dude was my homeboy so i petitioned for him to take class clown and he did. shit is straight unbelievable and unfortunate, his dad is the former senator too :{

[azn8oi]

homeboy was white then innit

[Egpt]

homeboy was white then innit

lol 10 chars

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Suicide sucks....

Fuck....

I can't stop listening to this fucking song. It's killing me.

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[Mr Waffles]

there was some funding behind that video. thats the sketchy part.

[Bona Drag]

yo i never snitch but i just got a poz that came with a threat and was describe therein as a warning shot

bro if u listenin we still thick as theivez no homo n shit

murda in nola aint even about hate or negativity

just business, dope game and what not

ima issue a threat 2 u dawg: come 2 my city and get fucked up with me or else ima perp on u

oh yea i wrote dis cuz i cant + u rite now

[Mr Waffles]

shit son, me and my candy painted whip might have to make a trip up norf. Ima bring my terrier and my guns. (my dog loves road trips).

[Orion]

Just found out the wife and I are having another baby! Stoked. We planned on having 2, and now that we do I'm like, woah, my baby making days came and went fast.

[redgrail]

congrats on the babby makin!

nice work.

have fun with the kiddies.

[Orion]

Thanks man, it's gonna be fun. Definitely feel way more confident this time around. With the first I was terrified of what and what not to do, it's nice knowing what to expect.

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

http://www.mwillett.org/Politics/bigprob1.htm

[IM SOLE CRAZY]

Dear superconfessional,

Don't you hate people without talent in a certain area that still struggle to succeed in that specialty, but never will amount to anything due to lack of prowess?

I've known someone that freshman year HS tried to become a musician. He brought his guitar to school every day and asked the teachers if he could play in class.

He was a joke, an embarrassment, a failure. Why anyone that is mediocre at best with a guitar would choose to play as if he is a professional is beyond me. I still remember the first day he played for my class. I died laughing in the back.

After a few years, and a few death threats (he was also beaten up multiple times for playing guitar, black kids told him to stop repeatedly, he called the cops etc) he decided to quit guitar.

Where did he go?

Films.

He wanted me to act in a few of them, I said no of course.

For 3ish years he has been filming, his quality never going up. It's always the same. A cheesy love story, a main character that uses profanity too much, generic teeny rock music, its a fucking joke.

So superconfessional, I'm here to vent a bit.

Watch one of his films with me, and enjoy the talentless Ri (Ken) Ruan.

This is a more recent film, still showing how lackluster he is.

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[jewbagel]

That was really awful. I don't know how I managed to watch the entire thing.

[suicide]

Watch one of his films with me, and enjoy the talentless Ri (Ken) Ruan.

who do i bill for those 6 minutes? talk about fucking terrible

[samsikle]

he looks like a troll under the bridge. stopped at a minute and a half.

[billy.]

i cant watch shit like that.

i feel awkward and embarrassed for them

idk

[redgrail]

I feel bad for the girl that got duped into being part of that travesty.

[jeepster]

yeah I'm with billy.

He's the kinda kid you told to their face "you suck, quit life" but they keep trying, which is admirable, but in their case its more pathetic than anything.

I went to high school with a lot of those kids.

[chronoaug]

The bar was dead tonight (week between normal school and summer school) came home early. Always a kinda drunk watching sex and the city eating a pint of frozen yogurt in my underwear concept

[jeepster]

IM SOLE CRAZY - correct me if wrong, but that kid - pinoy?

might answer your questions for the most part if yes.

(no offense to successful pinoys)

[samsikle]

^^ my guess would be vietnamese, but if he is filipino it wouldn't surprise me. filipinos for some reason love to entertain. they have to play the guitar. they have to sing. they have to blah blah blah to try to impress people. zat iz ze truth