superconfessional

[wood 666]

mom hypnotized me by threatening me.

now i can't sleep

[julzkind]

^ me either (to both above posts)

I'm having major anxiety and i can't sleep...time to break out the xanax

[OkayOkay]

kinda funny, I came in here to talk about friends and it seems to be the common topic...

Anyhow, I'm a fairly social person and know a decent amount of people. At the start of the year I kinda made a resolution or whatever to trim a handful of people out of my life...people that weren't giving back at all as friends, but took a lot from me, and I realized earlier that I finally did it. Don't talk to them anymore, not FB friends, don't see eachother out, etc. I can't really remember a time in my life having the luxury of picking my friends, if that makes sense, but I've been able to replace them with some really amazing people, some from completely different social circles that ended up being great friends. There's a couple that I don't even have anything in common with and they're awesome and we learn a ton from eachother. Looking from the outside in at the people I cut out, it's really apparent now why I didn't care for them when we were "friends", and it's actually a bit of a relief in a way. Some of them really were/are shitty human beings.

Going through friends is a bit like dating in the way you learn what you like and don't like, and start narrowing it down to those that add to and enrich your life, and you do the same for theirs. Took me a while to realize that.

[wood 666]

yeah man, you are so true. i did the same as you and it helped me realize i am a better human

[OkayOkay]

I think we all feel better about ourselves or value ourselves more when we notice that people around us actually give a genuine fuck about us, and don't have other motives. #feelsgoodman

[gettoasty]

to expand on what i said:

i don't have any close friends or people i speak with anymore.

i am pretty much friendless atm, except for 1 that lives in the city but i have no money to kick it.

today at work people were sharing halloween plans. they ssumed i had my own, or joked about going out and staying safe.

but deep down inside, i have nothing scheduled except going to the gym. i find the gym to be my only sanctuary currently.

felt kind of sad driving home in traffic after work, thinking about what coworkers said. got my all bummed out, and it sucked even more sitting in 30+ min traffic.

and OkayOkay, i see what you're saying. for me, unless the person totally is a douche/total asshole, i give everyone the benefit of the doubt and stay in touch or catch up when the occasion occurs.

[mapclub]

birthday today and no msg or calls.

going to go get some pho by myself soon

then spend a stupid amount of money on supermarket after that I guess

[suremanok]

happy birthday

[gettoasty]

happy birthday dude, i ran out of rep for tonight.

. . .

just to get up the spirit up in here:

zi8FoOUbtak

Money on my mind

Then she wanna ask when it got so empty

Tell her I apologize, happened over time

She says they missed the old drake girl don't tempt me

If they don't get it they'll be over you

That new shit that you got is overdue

You better do what you're supposed to do

I'm like why I gotta be all that but still I can't deny the fact that it's true

Listen to you expressin all them feelings

[philosophiliac]

origin fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

first world problems to the max

[julzkind]

I mean, I have friends...they just don't live in the same city as me.

And I rly pissed Mickey off last night, didn't mean for what I said to have been so harsh, I'm just truly rly impatient. I'm not putting in work to not see results!!

Also, this adderall being on back order is fucking with me!

[lmk1995]

I've become the most apathetic person ever. I literally don't care about anything and can't get motivated to do anything except study because it makes me feel like I'm getting something accomplished. But I'm not emotionally invested in any part of my life right now, fuck. I post depressing things in this thread far too much. but I'm glad it's here.

[SDES]

birthday today and no msg or calls.

going to go get some pho by myself soon

then spend a stupid amount of money on supermarket after that I guess

"never wish nobody a happy birthday on facebook cause a nigga dont give a damn about pleasantries"

i hid dat shit on fb and don't even tell anyone about my birthday

to me it's just another normal day mayyne

[sawn-off chef]

You're 7 man, fuck do you know about these things?

[Denton]

dude was getting happy birthdays from all kinds of pedos

[xerrox]

I tried opium last night.

it was awesome.

[philosophiliac]

worked 11pm - 11pm more or less straight and it's now almost 4am and I can't get to sleep. I feel like fucking crying

fuck three jobs

[BearCousin]

3 jobs??? fuck man. just cut the spending a little bit and drop one? working 2 sucks enough... i don't want to even imagine what working 3 jobs is like.

[Gatefold]

my fucking head god damnit.

I was an embarrassment, I think I told a girl her british accent was cute when she didn't even have one.

[heyheyhey]

Yo littlemike, switch with me. So far I've started playing saxophone again, taken up guitar, been gaming into the wee hours, reading a library worth of books and been watching an inordinate amount of movies/going out generally instead of studying when I know I should be. I mean learning other shit is fun, and socialising is why I'm at university, but fuck i need to start studying my actual subject.

The next 6 weeks are going to be brutal.

[refresh]

I followed the curry up truck to burlingame just for the ctm burrito

[Lozinski]

birthday today and no msg or calls.

going to go get some pho by myself soon

then spend a stupid amount of money on supermarket after that I guess

Check my sig.

[joey_formal]

playing soccer today in this weather was fucked, but the potential of having to go out again today is worse.

[bernieee]

qft

i have no friends

and i haven't gone clubbing for about a year, went out last night for Halloween - god damn it was awful even though i was shitfaced. crappy music, loud and obnoxious people (Chanel and LV toting chicks). yeah that's probably the last time i go clubbing.

[lmk1995]

friends are fucking overrated. find happiness from within.

[akuma no uta]

friends are fucking overrated. find happiness from within.

Yeah. This. I'm sitting in my room by myself celebrating my birthday alone and it's perfectly fine with me.

[ke1]

Yeah, but it's not.

[f50fan]

You're not alone. You're with us.

[jackg]

Happy birthday akuma!!!

[philosophiliac]

3 jobs??? fuck man. just cut the spending a little bit and drop one? working 2 sucks enough... i don't want to even imagine what working 3 jobs is like.

I don't cop that much though (most expensive stuff typically APC etc and nothing recently), need the money for school and to help the fam.

Usually it is two jobs, but this position came up that is semi analogous to desired career experience and I figured what the hell, might as well try it. the money isn't that good though and it's probably only for a few months, so I can't really drop one of the other jobs.

just tired atm, but w/e. grind through it