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I lost my cellphone and don't have a landline at my apartment or current job

I am pretty much screwed in terms of finding a new job now right? If places where I have applications out now want to contact me they will get my lost cellphone voicemail, and if I apply to new places and tell them I don't have a phone they'll be like "forget this guy."

can I apply to new places and have my parents in CA take messages for me or some such?

trying to figure out how to not get a cell phone again

get a phone you idiot

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fuck girls that go abroad for a year, make no attempts at maintaining any sort of relationship, but still want to "see where things are at" when they get back.

the fuck am I supposed to do with that shit?

fuck.

uhhh u gonna turn down nostalgia-sex?

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i love daul kim so much

about milan kundera:

im reading his books now days

and i like him alot.

and ppl were like "REALLY? U LIKE MILAN KUNDERA?"

like as if its EW... is it????

i dont get it

i love his style of writing, very analytical and psychological

very reasonable, erotic, interesting, kind of grotesque, kind of stereotyping...

but very very... true

i really like studying human behavior and how certain people's mind work

it is kind of like.. little things when you see how someone behaves

very slight things

where u can tell

"oh he/she has unresolved issues with his mother"

"oh that person , sexual deviant!"

"oh that person probably goes home and revises their conversation

e.g. im going to say this when i introduce myself at dinner today"

"oh that persons wanting me to think in a certain way. "

or even scary things like

"were you fat when you were a child?"

"did you grow up in this kind of environment?"

like milan kundera's books totally talking about things like this for every character in his book

he pretends to like explain the character, but actually its kind of trying to make people understand

how one behaves, due to usually certain kind of history/environment

and also the beauty of analytical thinking.

im beginning to think, maybe, milan is very analytical because

by analysing things,

he feels secure.

but really he knows that things can still be threatening

even when you feel like it is deeply understood through analysing and prediction.

and even this whole book by the writer, who is analytical

is also an analyses of a certain case study?

and the case study is milan kundera.

which also goes back to the everlasting forever repeating human nature

like in the movie Amadeus, mankind always praises for eternity, forever lasting

"fire that never dies"

like in the Greek legends, where people do certain things to leave their names behind

so in music, art, literature, architecture (ESP!), fame, glory, power, idolizing, history is all

going back to the same theme

wanting to be remembered

for eternity

even after death

to be a legend

even after

centuries and centuries have passed.

WHY????????????

so childish/sentimental reason in the end

"i want people to remember me even when im gone"

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I read this as chronic rectal insufficiency

but then i realized

that sucks

I'd rather it be something like that.

I kind of scared of what the test results will say. I'm too young for a buttload of meds, dialysis, or a kidney transplant. fuckkkkkkk.

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