Random Thoughts...

[azn8oi]

I was at a bday gathering last night, and the two jap girls in my class said to me that whenever they sit next to me in class they smell something good.

[kunk75]

yes. in high school i wanted to be depressed. now, i'd like to be content. life is basically accident avoidance and reductive scoring. i have a house, kids, wife, lots of toys and stuff i don't need. now what?

you sound like you want to be depressed

[azn8oi]

wow, i got two mosquito bites on my thighs from hanging out last night. how the fuck did they fly up my pants and suckle me?!

what the fuck

[azn8oi]

now what?

the question that all white people ask themselves before they do shit that aZnZ can't comprehend.

[hamham3001]

fuck u canada.. why the fuck r u deducting 21% of my fucking coop job.. im poor enough.. fuck u

[hamham3001]

I was at a bday gathering last night, and the two jap girls in my class said to me that whenever they sit next to me in class they smell something good.

i hope you ended up with both of them in ur bed in the morning.. will +rape

[Servo2000]

White people are just full of questions.

[dismalfuture]

dude, do not talk to us about mosquito bites. We'll be getting bitten by mosquitoes when it's like 25 degrees outside.

[joey_formal]

White people are just full of questions.

what do you mean?

[mr fluffernutter]

yes. in high school i wanted to be depressed. now, i'd like to be content. life is basically accident avoidance and reductive scoring. i have a house, kids, wife, lots of toys and stuff i don't need. now what?

sell the house sell the kids leave the wife join a temple shave your head .. oh

[azn8oi]

some girls convinced me to go hiking with them.

ah what the hell i'll go, despite the typhoon that's gonna roll by.

later, sufu, if i die to a mudslide!

[kunk75]

what, have a big penis?

the question that all white people ask themselves before they do shit that aZnZ can't comprehend.

[kunk75]

damn. 3 blond kids with green eyes. looking at a solid 500K. but i think i'll keep them. they will only appreciate.

sell the house sell the kids leave the wife join a temple shave your head .. oh

[16steps]

i'm depressed as hell lately. not buying anything and not smoking which is not in and of itself depressing, but when i'm not distracted i'm thinking about the way i feel about things in life, which isn't always a great place to be. i have many highs and lows. may want to get this checked out.

me too, but for me, i think it was caused by the smoking (weed) and viscious cycle of laziness

often times people become depressed when their lives start becoming very repetitive. Switch it up

edit: you also have to realize that smoking and buying shit dont make you feel better. Once you cop a pair of CP's then its like, what now? You are constantly trying to buy happiness which is why you will never be satiated.

In instances like this, i think it always helps to get an outside perspective. You are still a relatively young man, in good health/shape, you have 3 youngins and a wife. You have your own successful marketing business. Generally, you are better off right now than most americans. I think once you realize that you dont have it too bad, you will begin to start appreciating the things in life that really matter.

[kunk75]

the only good ways to switch things up are frowned upon or ilegal. building a ship in a bottle or some shit ain't gonna cut it.

i have a bit of a history with these extended depressions. i always come out of it eventually.

[Servo2000]

Maybe you should just built an actual boat, then.

[kunk75]

or a bridge to nowhere. been making music again. and painting. it's something.

[destructodisk]

the only good ways to switch things up are frowned upon or ilegal. building a ship in a bottle or some shit ain't gonna cut it.

i have a bit of a history with these extended depressions. i always come out of it eventually.

kunk i'm in the same boat (lol) as you as far as these extended bouts of depression.

I feel like I need to completely eliminate anything familiar to me by moving far away in order to get out of this rut.

[jl3969]

learn new ways to beat the shit out of somebody. you already have the body for it.

[kunk75]

^destructo-

yeah not an option for me though. on paper, everything is good or should be but something is bugging me. i dunno.

servo-

something is better than masturbation? i'll try it.

seriously, i know when this comes on cause i drag ass just trying to leave the house or make coffee.

[villain]

nigga you a grown ass man

shouldn't be growing through no damn depression that's some female stuff

at least don't call it depression, say "tough times" or something

[inaya]

kunk, you just need some good old fashioned buttsex. solves everything.

[kunk75]

^haha. lacking a willing participant.

and villian, fuck you. now i feel better.

[inaya]

that must be why you're depressed!

[kunk75]

^ nah. just typical white bourgeois bullshit problems. i never know what to do with myself. hence closing in on 4000 posts.

[maxlin]

perhaps a mid-life crisis is on the horizon..

[Servo2000]

servo-

something is better than masturbation? i'll try it.

seriously, i know when this comes on cause i drag ass just trying to leave the house or make coffee.

ha shouldn't have deleted my post didn't think you saw it. I was concerned that I was contributing to the problem rather than being part of the solution.

[operationjake]

i want something really nice to pop up in the supermarket in size M/48/50 within the next... day or so. oh, and under $500.

gah. it's like... i need to spend money.

[kunk75]

i'm going to compromise and build a mid-sized boat and masturbate on it.

[joey_formal]

kunk, you just need some good old fashioned buttsex. solves everything.

so much truth, its like sunshine after the spring rain.