superconfessional

[jeepster]

Some kid I went to school with hung himself. I never really liked him, he was a year older than me, and from the moment I moved to where my home is now, he always teased me and made me feel like shit. He was one of those kids that was so into punk and just being a punk that he never gave anyone with aspirations both musically and culturally have any leeway in their own interests. I remember him just teasing the fuck outta me on the bus when I was in 3rd grade and hating him so much. Eventually I got over it by the time I was older and hardened, but I never had a particular interest in ever being the kid's friend. But I just heard he hung himself and I am patently indifferent. Weird how that works, right?

[redgrail]

I remember him just teasing the fuck outta me on the bus when I was in 3rd grade .... But I just heard he hung himself.

Ever stop to think that this shit might be connected? Troubled kids bully, known fact. You're allowed to feel sorrow for another human's sad fate and still dislike the things he did to you at the same time, you know...

[Mr Waffles]

trouble kids get bullied too though, right?

I really want to get a haircut, but the girl that cuts my hair is still on her honeymoon.

[jeepster]

Ever stop to think that this shit might be connected? Troubled kids bully, known fact. You're allowed to feel sorrow for another human's sad fate and still dislike the things he did to you at the same time, you know...

I don't feel sad, I feel indifferent. He's someone I never wished death upon, and at the same time, I don't really feel anything towards the news of his death because he was such a non-entity to me in the first place. I'm not saying you can't feel sad even if you didn't know the person, but he was a bit of a bastard to me in my younger, formative years, and since I knew the company he kept, could've said he was a pretty happy person. He was content being himself, but he just turned out to be your typical SLC punk cliché. Unfortunate and senseless, but still doesn't you know, rend my heart in anyway or move me.

[Mr Waffles]

it shouldn't. You did nothing to affect him, and he did nothing to warrant affection from you in anysort of way. Not everyone can be saved from themselves.

[jeepster]

Well obviously, just seemed like the kinda kid who would take some people with him rather than be selfish and off himself like that.

It's not like he liked Joy Division or anything. Only Ian Curtis gets to hang himself with respect.

(10)

[Mr Waffles]

switching the subject.

I saw watchmen last night.

I thought is was pretty good. too much widely known music in it that felt like it was just put in there so people would be like "i know this song". acting was a little weak but whatever. It kept my attention for over two hours without me falling asleep.

[bill]

Some kid I went to school with hung himself. I never really liked him, he was a year older than me, and from the moment I moved to where my home is now, he always teased me and made me feel like shit. He was one of those kids that was so into punk and just being a punk that he never gave anyone with aspirations both musically and culturally have any leeway in their own interests. I remember him just teasing the fuck outta me on the bus when I was in 3rd grade and hating him so much. Eventually I got over it by the time I was older and hardened, but I never had a particular interest in ever being the kid's friend. But I just heard he hung himself and I am patently indifferent. Weird how that works, right?

you: 1

him: 0

[Mr Waffles]

thats fucked

[bill]

ya, i know

[icandunkonu]

i had too much to drink last night, and instead of calling a night when i tossed my cookies at 4am, i took a roadtrip. i still can't feel my face

[ojjairus]

a underage beezy just confessed her love/wanting to sex for me to a friend and friend was drunk and spilled. I'll ask karl malone/akon for advice.

[Leonard Leroy]

i used to not like fur but now i really want to wear some

it just looks so over the top

fuck animals

I would fuck with fur. I wear a woolrich hunting jacket and I see my silhouette and I'm like damn, I wish this was fur and not wool.

[juliaN.]

yeah i wouldn't mind having a chinchilla coat lying around to just throw on as a beater

too bad its never cold enough to wear one

[pieiskewl]

word on the fur.

also i hate PETA. a lot. PETA needs to fuck off.

[jeepster]

I want a fur cape.

it would say on the back "PETA is not an option"

yeeeeeeeeah.

[juliaN.]

only PETA I fucks with is Ms. Wilson

[icandunkonu]

eva mendez and persia white too

[evisu 2000]

and khloe kardashian

[junglejane]

I want a fur cape.

it would say on the back "PETA is not an option"

yeeeeeeeeah.

i bet if moschino was alive he would've made this

jeepster would you twerl in such a cape?

[jeepster]

well, knowing my altitude, I would take off more than twirl

but hells yes

I would turn turn, for every season like the Byrds

[Leonard Leroy]

Yo Mass, season 3 really was kinda whack. And for whoever's asking, torrents really aren't that hard to find. Just go to the second page of whatever ARRRR piracy sites you normally look at

[evisu 2000]

that's what i said my du

lamar where's my harpers?

the fuck outta here with that shit

[Leonard Leroy]

Haha. I think that's from season 2 though.

I liked him though, although omar is the best.

[evisu 2000]

you're right that is season 2

x:

[Leonard Leroy]

yo, which one of McNutty's hos you like the best

[jeepster]

I just listened to Van Morrison's Moondance straight through and during the last four songs or so, I just lay back on my bed, closed my eyes, and had the most vivid memory of my grandfather's beach house out in Watermill, Long Island. I can retrace every single millimeter of that house in my mind, and I can visualize every single little detail and trivial facet of the whole area around it.

God, I miss that house. I love albums that can stir up such amazingly potent memories and feelings.

I miss it so much.

[bill]

just ran outside and I feel like shit (cant stop coughing)

friends and the fam. think I have eating disorder

my best friend thinks i make myself puke and I dont/rarely eat

I just want more muscles

fuck that hockey shit (except the coupe and the habs vs bruins games) and fuck star academie

[c.r.e.a.m.]

i applied to study abroad in budapest for my first semester of senior year. the issue is that your not supposed to be eligible if you've gotten in trouble at school, but you can petition. ive been arrested twice and kicked out of the dorms freshman year. so i wrote a pretty tight petition to let me go and im supposed to hear back today. havent heard back yet and its killing me, i really would like to do this.

found out i didnt get accepted for all the hood thangs ive done. i can petition as many times as i want, but i have a feeling its not gonna work. this really bums me out because im getting so sick of where i am right now. its suffocating. i dont even have any drive to go out anymore because i feel like i cant relate to people here (especially at parties, frats, whatever). there are chill people here tho, i just gotta find more? i just have a year left here, so i guess it aint that bad...

[jebeebus]

^^ that sucks man, study abroad is a great experience

I just made myself throw up for the first time... no drinking or anything I've just been having the worst stomach pains ever, since friday night, barely eating anything, laying in bed all day too weak to do anything drifting in and out of sleeping only waking to pain, today I ate a little bit of white rice and half a baguette

'constipated diarrhea' might be the best way to describe it (sorry) :(

oh and throwing up only relieved the pain for like 15 minutes maybe I'll do it again but I've always been terrified of it in the first place it took me like 3 different tries to do it

oh goddddddd

I mean I have a really sensitive stomach anyways, IBS no doubt but seriously it has never gone on for over 2 days