superconfessional

[sawn-off chef]

i woke up at 7:30 when i have fridays off, i'm finally sleeping but not one moment is calm, always restless with vicious nightmares, i hate this feeling of waking up scared and confused and lost. no more all natural sleeping pills

[034936]

i've been having nightmares that are genuinely scary, but when i recall them the next morning, they seem extremely tame and boring.. even though i was freaked the fuck out at night.

[Guest]

man i got some fucked up emotions. plus i just started drinking. not a good combination. i wish i had some dankity dank kronikk to chill out with

also i wasted the entire beautiful afternoon watching shitty movies

[ojjairus]

Hey calvin oscar- The road to diabetes will be a sweet one indeed.

[Gouf]

the dog whisperer is the consistently best show on daytime television

[ghostdeini]

i watched this bro fall down some stairs and when i didnt help him up he called me slumdog

i spat in his face.

so what? did you refuse to help this person in the first place? way to go, jackass

[High Monika]

"WE'RE TRYING TO HAVE A SOCIETY HERE"

-George Costanza

[16steps]

im going fucking crazy. i gotta figure it out

[jayrock]

i think i'm becoming lactose intolerant

[NatseOklim]

i think i'm becoming lactose intolerant

What race are you? I don't think you can become lactose intolerant, maybe you always were but now you're noticing it more?

[jayrock]

white. is it possible that i unknowingly cut my lactose intake to the point where my tolerance dropped?

[NatseOklim]

Basically the way I understand it, as a baby/child, everyone is lactose tolerant. White/european races typically stay lactose tolerant into adulthood due to us domesticating cows. I don't think the tolerance is something you can lose, I regularly go years without drinking fresh milk (if it's heated you can drink it even if you're lactose intolerant.)

[nicotine]

i want to slash my brother's tires and punch him in the eye socket

[mr fluffernutter]

go for it

[Orion]

I worry at times that I'll never have to struggle too much for anything and in the end don't know if I'll really have appreciated anything.

That felt serious.

[sistersuzie]

this week was one of weakness

now i feel ready for war, ready to fight, make them bleed if necessary.

[icandunkonu]

i'm about to drink into a state of incoherence and possible unconsciousness and i don't even feel bad, not one bit. i'll likely thrusts my pelvis in a rythmic motion in hopes of wooing a new young lady

[Jkissi7]

Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements

[jeepster]

I've had an odd arc to my day:

class up until 1ish. Mundane and uninteresting. Decided I just wanted to get out as quick as possibly the I basically went above and beyond in the second of the two.

Made a necklace. Kinda like it. Everyone asks me if it's illegal cause it's sharp. Obviously not.

Saw Watchmen with my ex's best friend. Loved it, had a good time.

Then since I was in the neighborhood I called up my ex and chatted with her for a while.

Then I went and got dinner alone.

Then I hung out with nf_one and company for a bit, always good conversation. Helped him try and solve his shirt dilemma to no avail.

At this point out of nowhere, a migraine rolls in. Currently I am still battling it. Head back to the ferry terminal, cute art history chick from school texts me and is on the same ferry.

In the moments of clarity in the last hour or so I've basically charmed my way into some sort of confidence with this chick, so maybe something will come of it, but my god is my head splitting.

There's more I was gonna say, but my clarity is not my strong suite right now.

[djrajio]

I found out I've been getting played tonight.

It feel like shit.

I'm gonna break up with my gf because I've treated her wrong.

This isn't the way relationships are supposed to work.

[juliaN.]

this week was one of weakness

now i feel ready for war, ready to fight, make them bleed if necessary.

RAWWWR.

Let that inner Siegfried and Roy mauler out of the cage, girl, get those claws ready to paw and scratch at anything that stands in your way.

Remember: You Are The Tiger.

"I Am The Tiger."

[jeepster]

oh fuck I blacked out last night. Just came too and I still have a migraine.

fuckkkkkkkkkk

[Mr Waffles]

welcome to the xanax

[jeepster]

I've been knowed man, I used to be all about pills in HS, I just have taken that much in a long time. I don't take more than 1 15mg when I go on a plane ride and I downed upwards of 60 last night. First time in a while I've done that. I feel fucking awful. Haven't felt like this since my junior year of HS.... ughhuhgasunaushdlkajsdlkajsdjals

[Mr Calvin Oscar]

Just came too

lol wut .

OH, CONFESSION:

i had a dream that i went into self edge, except it was in new york. i wanted to try on the FH black and white houndstooth in 36, but they said they were out. i saw 3 of them on the website the night before!

[jeepster]

lol @ my usage mistake.

[jayrock]

oh fuck I blacked out last night.

that makes two of us

[jeepster]

sometime around 5 I gather.. I was coming down @ 4 when I took my shoes off to lie down cause my head was starting to hurt, I got up to take a piss, came back sat down on my couch-bed and I don't remember anything else.

Somehow I got the blankets from my regular bed to my couch-bed.

[nicotine]

3 of us

and I passed out with my glasses on. :[

[jeepster]

I hate sleeping in my clothes

I get super sweaty and I got a awful line front how tight my belt was.