Filling the gaping void in my life

[ProfMonnitoff]

I had that shit about a year ago (also 17 now), and the solution was to get off my ass and find a new hobby, and a new girlfriend. Easier said than done, but it got my life back on track.

[Icarus]

Crillz, you're a creative type, right? Nothing's worse than having that big gaping hole in your life and having that translate into your work (that is feeling like your work is going nowhere, getting fed up with your current and past works, and becoming disenchanted with your art). Lately I've been feeling my total and absolute love of music slowly, slowly fading. Likewise, I've been losing my ability to communicate my ideas and have begun to lose a grip on how well I understand myself (along with my faculties in relating stories and memories to others, they always fall empty).

This has happened before, and I don't know how well I handled it. So I'm not going to worry about it so much this time, if these are my fundamental loves/abilities they will return to me, so why not do something to take my mind off of them?

I picked up Hurling clubs for the first time ever last night. I don't play sports (besides soccer), I can't identify. Hurling was totally different and, since it was outside of my realm of knowledge, was totally enthralling. I think I might order a club or two and try to get something together with a few friends. Sooner or later everything that's troubling me will begin to work itself out (there're no immediate dangers in not thinking about them), so for now I'll try something new.

Starcraft II is also on the horizon...

[soraanaam]

tell me bibimbap kush isn't real and this is all a joke.

do you smoke it out of a stone bowl?

i posted it in the supercinfess, but i hustled this 8th grader a bag full of stree whihc i got for 25 bucks then i told an 8th grader that it was full of "bibimbap" cush which was 10x more stronger then purple and i told him the full ziploc was worth 200 bucks but i was wanted by the police and he bought it of me with a smirk on his face. the reason i used bibimpbap was because i was hungry

[dino might]

get into politics. start hating socialism. vote for giuliani, the saviour of mankind.

Keep yourself occupied.

Life passes by a lot quicker and the next best thing will come sooner than you think.

yeah, keep yourself occupied with a job. you meet new people, new things, make made monies, save up for a van, a harley, a vacation, whatever, its helped me not feel like such a turd, and definately helped on the feeling worthless bit..

and vote for kubby in 08 instead, so that the rest of us can legally fill our voids with drugs.

[Heartworm]

Cubase is weaker than flaccid penis in a jelly mold.

Crillztopher, let's start an art collective and make really meaningful art.

We can show at Rivington Arms if I suck the right dicks.

What? You have no idea... Are you part of the Fruity posse?

[onemancult]

i posted it in the supercinfess, but i hustled this 8th grader a bag full of stree whihc i got for 25 bucks then i told an 8th grader that it was full of "bibimbap" cush which was 10x more stronger then purple and i told him the full ziploc was worth 200 bucks but i was wanted by the police and he bought it of me with a smirk on his face. the reason i used bibimpbap was because i was hungry

i don't think i've ever heard anything this funny in regards to hustling drugs in my life.

you are my new champion.

EDIT: yeah, i'm part of the Fruity posse. not exclusively though.

[C0C0]

as much as i hate u ill offer a random method of 'learning' that i've been reading about which is 'teaching' ...yeah doing what u're good at like others have said might be fulfilling...but i know from my own experience doing what i'm good at is like getting twisted...it feels good for a little while but you're always off into the next venture, and even if u do what ure good at u have that looming feeling of "i'm not good enough" or 'nobody will understand"

so back to the teaching i dont really know u and it seems like ure younger so i dunno what method u would go about passing your knowledge, but try it...and don't share that thing you're good at either, share something that will help you learn more about yourself as you share it...

tis all peace out bitches

[prima]

starcraft 2

[Servo2000]

im assuming this is ryan mcginley?

Fucked if I know, Ryan McGinley's got some pretty similiar work so I wouldn't be surprised.

[poly800rock]

Okay so drugs don't work, neither do random sexual encounters; I refuse to accept a higher power. Any suggestions? No gay jokes, please.

i have a friend that is in the 12 step program and he has to believe in a higher power as well. he just prays to duff mckagan

[Servo2000]

The idea that Duff McKagan might be a higher power is terrifying.

[beefcake]

hehehe "gaping void". hehehe.

[cuddlysheep]

go on a vacation. get out of the country. experience a new setting and learn new cultures.

[cuddlysheep]

i second and fourth this if someones thirds me on this.

remember happiness is yours and yours alone.

i think it's always better not rely on other things/people to fill that void.

read, learn, explore, research, boost your creativity.

search within.