superconfessional

[mrip]

i read all that hoping i would get bored and fall asleep

but here i am

still awake

typing this shit out

[sidneylo]

<negrap>

My girlfriend moved away to New York last month and I hardly hear from her…every other day I'll get some updates, but she sounds completely detached from me and doesn't sound like she could give two shits if I got hit by a car and died like those Red Asphalt videos they show you in driving school.

Every time I try to tell her I miss her via text or anything, I never get a reply. It's depressing enough that I've moved back from school and I pretty much have nothing going on except for projects that won't pay out til a lot later.

It's bullshit. Fuck my life.

</negrap>

[DüM]

c'mon blud....

[U MAD]

send her a picture of your dick.

[sistersuzie]

well don't tolerate that situation. ask her right away what's up, ask her how she feels and why she acts that way, tell her how you feel. there's nothing better to do.

[lawless]

Why does he owe 10 grand on 50 grand?

Writing a letter to your brother seems sort of passive agressive. You should man up and speak to him to his face. If anything, the impact (on him) would be deeper felt.

he was averaging $1000 a week without taxes. and the IRS said $10 grand was his total in a given time frame including interest. basically it's a set regiment if how much to pay a month for how long.

the contractor job with cleaning houses did not deduct that taxes out of his paycheck and he was to pay it when tax season came around. he decide to spend it on meaningless bullshit.

I've tried to talk to him on dozens of occasions but he zones out or brushes me off. writing a letter leaves him to actually soak in the information and remember it all. he's always been the joker/screw up of the family.

and ebnoob:

credit card companies love him. he does the minimum and the interest increases. he's fucked up his credit by now but they send him credit card applications in the mail every other month

[sidneylo]

c'mon blud....

Yeah. I know. I don't even want to be in San Francisco right now.

send her a picture of your dick.

She probably would just categorize in gmail as spam.

[terrible!]

I wouldnt. I might even create a special folder for it.

EDIT: No homo.

[lawless]

I wouldnt. I might even set it as my desktop background

datasup'd nohomo'd edition.

edit: ednoob i can't rep you yet but I'll rep you as soon as possible

[DüM]

Yeah. I know. I don't even want to be in San Francisco right now.

nigga...don't talk to me about not wanting to be where you are.

MCCAIN 08!

meet at ihop?

[sidneylo]

nigga...don't talk to me about not wanting to be where you are.

MCCAIN 08!

meet at ihop?

That shit is so poppin. Let me know about ANSS, I have some better/refined ideas for it.

Also, only vnecks available right now but we can use that for sample prints…if you're done. Let me know.

[DüM]

I'm down with the V, uh I got a couple more half-ideas, hit me up tomorrow. I'm free, all for you babe.

[onemancult]

dear sid--

i love you.

---j.

[sidneylo]

Hotlink fail.

[Liberation1945]

i like this girl. shes a very very awesome girl. she likes weed. she has pretty green eyes and awesome hair(she has long hair and i ALWAYS like short hair on women). we laugh at everything together. we both love the same cigarettes. we walked in the rain together the other night. i like her.

but we were supposed to grab some brews and she brought along like 3 other chicks wtf.

seriously though im on that real real elementary school crush tip right now...i picked off a flower outside and handed it to her and she was all puttin it in her hair and shit. i wanna just ask if she wants to go out on a date but i dont think shes like that i think shes just mad chill with everything...and thats the double edged sword cause shes always down to chill but i dont wanna just do that with her i want to cultivate love.

[Leonard Leroy]

Yo, you mad romantic and shit

[terrible!]

i like this girl. shes a very very awesome girl. she likes weed. she has pretty green eyes and awesome hair(she has long hair and i ALWAYS like short hair on women). we laugh at everything together. we both love the same cigarettes. we walked in the rain together the other night. i like her.

but we were supposed to grab some brews and she brought along like 3 other chicks wtf.

seriously though im on that real real elementary school crush tip right now...i picked off a flower outside and handed it to her and she was all puttin it in her hair and shit. i wanna just ask if she wants to go out on a date but i dont think shes like that i think shes just mad chill with everything...and thats the double edged sword cause shes always down to chill but i dont wanna just do that with her i want to cultivate love.

You should leave this post open on your desktop for her to conviently find next time she's over at your place.

She'll be like ahhhhhhh

And you'll be like *smile*

The sun will shine through your window seperating the two of you.

You'll step into the light

She'll step into the light

You'll embrace

You'll kiss

A dove will flutter by.

[Leonard Leroy]

"Fuck is this superfuture shit."

[Liberation1945]

we can still be young and party and everything, but i wanna enjoy it with her. i want to take pictures where she'll be flashing that giant smile i cant get enough of...i want to wake up in her dorm and make breakfast with her.

a bunch of us went to chelsea piers the other night and everyone but us fell asleep as the sun came up. we just talked and talked. it was great.

[Leonard Leroy]

Omg <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[Liberation1945]

and we'll eat cupcakes and frosting will go on her nose and shell laugh hysterically and ill take it off her or maybe put more on her face and we'll just die laughing not because its really that funny but just cause

and she'll grab my hand and ill look at her and shell look at me and we wont have to say anything

and shell pick me up at work and ill be all tired but see her coming into the store and perk right up and well grab dinner and shell ask me how my day was and ill say MUUUUUUCH BETTER NOW

and well listen to cut copy together

[samsikle]

^^ you're making the spiders inside dance around with those cute posts <3

[Liberation1945]

ahhhhhhhhhhhh that means you understand what it feels like...

i mean im not in love or anything yet cause it hasnt been so long, but id quite like to take it farther...make everyday, every hangout a stepping stone towards love.

she asked me what i was drinking. i told her whiskey sour. she got one. she said she liked it a lot. we drank em together.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[Leonard Leroy]

omg so sweeet, sugary sweet

Why are you such a dick to me though, damn.

[julzkind]

lib, i sort of want to quote all your recent posts in here and post them in the cute things thread.

[Liberation1945]

ahhhhhhhhhhh GUUUUUUUUUUUUUUYYYYYYYYYYS

i just wish there was a way i could express all of this to her...but i dont want to be pushy...to be pushy means i can possibly push her away and i couldnt live with wondering what it couldve been if i took it slow...

winter would be so nice with her. im rather certain her smile would keep me warmer than all of the coats i have put together...

she always saves the pink cigarettes for me...

[↓ Is The New ↑]

we can still be young and party and everything, but i wanna enjoy it with her. i want to take pictures where she'll be flashing that giant smile i cant get enough of...i want to wake up in her dorm and make breakfast with her.

a bunch of us went to chelsea piers the other night and everyone but us fell asleep as the sun came up. we just talked and talked. it was great.

Yo this is some movie-type BS... except it actually happened amirite?

All I really wanna say is good luck to you mayne.

[sybaritical]

and we'll eat cupcakes and frosting will go on her nose and shell laugh hysterically and ill take it off her or maybe put more on her face and we'll just die laughing not because its really that funny but just cause

and she'll grab my hand and ill look at her and shell look at me and we wont have to say anything

and shell pick me up at work and ill be all tired but see her coming into the store and perk right up and well grab dinner and shell ask me how my day was and ill say MUUUUUUCH BETTER NOW

and well listen to cut copy together

And then one day she'll get a terminal disease and die painfully while you argue

with her parents. I've seen this movie.

[superBobo]

well don't tolerate that situation. ask her right away what's up, ask her how she feels and why she acts that way, tell her how you feel. there's nothing better to do.

Agreed! Fuck that detached style, its either mean or cowardly... Ive dealt to much with that in former relationships that I now just speak plain about things like that, just ask whats going on. no games.

sidney, its "always" better to know, even if she says something you dont want to hear, atleast you dont have to worry about it. And if she wants to be with you, tell her she needs to show it more.

[Liberation1945]

eh...guess it is all rather cheesey, but if this is a movie i want to be the writer who creates a happy ending.