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feeling restless, i go out for a walk with some jeff bruckrey playing. see a guy lying unconscious outside a bar, thought he was piss drunk, but then noticed he had blood coming out of both of his eyes.

kinda shook.

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i'm never satisfied with anything/ anybody.

i should stay alone and complain on my own

sad to say i feel the same. the first thing i said this morning was

"fuck

this

shit"

on unrelated note, i've become a huge fan of 5 minute naps.

anything more,

and i just get too attached.

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i just received my first neg rep in over a year.

hahahahhahahahahhhahahahahaha

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rip: i dunno why he is crying about being a white realmyth

rip: he copped most of his shit from him

8oi: LOL

DO YOU KNOW, THAT THIS IS A HOUSE PARTY?

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same for me. never satisfied with anything/anyone/anyplace.

i'm never satisfied with anything/ anybody.

i should stay alone and complain on my own

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Deep down, I think I know that I should probably sell my Rick trainers and buy a pair of black Trickers instead. I've worn them around and I really just don't feel like I'm pulling them off / can pull them off.

On the other hand, I really don't want to.

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the world is against me, ahhhhh.

ima go drink some whiskey make myself feel better.

maybe give myself a haircut or something.

i need change in this life of mine. guhgshv

don't we all...

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yeah im stoned as hell right now

all the sufu characters left portland today and now im alone again thinking about me and katie. Im starting to feel like i should just be over it

Kunk what you said was pretty good advice. I think for the first time in my life im gonna try not to just dive into another car wreck...although this one seemed pretty legit for quite some time

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after a long week of getting drunk and stoned with carl im fucking tired

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^if so, i'm glad. people say lots of shit about weed/booze helping make things clearer, but juvenile as it sounds, sometimes getting fucked up is the only answer IMO. good luck.

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^if so, i'm glad. people say lots of shit about weed/booze helping make things clearer, but juvenile as it sounds, sometimes getting fucked up is the only answer IMO. good luck.

thanks kunk. i knew you had my back..

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What's on your mind, willy?

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^just kind of posted it in random thoughts. Think i'm just kind of inert right now. married kids career bills etc. no big exciting happenings to foresee. just kinda miss falling in love, looking forward to stuff, like a new job or a house, or etc.

just kind of stuck in a rut which all my routine seems to prevent me from getting out of.

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You have a vacation planned right? I thought i remember you talking about visiting a few places and asking for thoughts on each place. Those are always nice to break the rut.

I know what you mean though. You're at a pretty static point in your life. Vacations, new hobbies, throwing something weird into your routine every once in awhile (occasional nights out with new friends, finding a league sport, some mid life guys join bands or try their hand at writing). Sucks as i can't relate because even though i've felt ruttish before with a gf (of 3 years), it ain't shit compared to your situation considering i'm probably moving next year and don't know what the hell i'm doing with my life or even if i really want to teach. Exciting and depressing.

Did you ever decide where the vacation was gonna be?

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looks like croatia.

just been on a string of days of feeling sorry for myself lately. lots of people with far bigger problems. i started 10 years earlier than most with a family so i guess i'm having my mid life crisis at 1/3 life.

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Yea, mid life crisis is kinda what i got out of it. Shit, i have no idea how i'm gonna handle that. Then again, have no clue what/where/who i'll be at 35-40. At least jawns keep you a little young

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There are so many sheltered youth group girls, here in florida, you could stay young forever. I shyed away from this one girl because i didn't want to deal with the deflowering crap. More virgins than i thought there would be

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I am drowning in fluids, which consequently, are leaking from my face...

inaya, I can relate to that post a couple pages back.

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