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Shes pregnant, and jobs here dont offer much. One job offered me 8000 pesos a month, which is not even rent money.

That is fucking low. Let's also keep in mind that things over there are quite expensive (or seems like it). What kind of job was it?

And on a side note, did you eat at the "Dads" in Glorietta? I recall eating over there with my family when I came down over there in December.

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stuntastic

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That is fucking low. Let's also keep in mind that things over there are quite expensive (or seems like it). What kind of job was it?

And on a side note, did you eat at the "Dads" in Glorietta? I recall eating over there with my family when I came down over there in December.

Its just a retail store, but Im picky. Right now I dont feel comfortable taking the plunge and doing a call center job. Since I dont have money to fall back on, until pay day.

We ate at Megamall.

As for Filipino drama.

There was...

- Locals standing around in confusion, behind us, next to me, infront of us, above us.

- Kids watching.

- Police standing around not doing anything helpful. Let her walk away without questioning her, only questioned me since Im the male.

- Locals trying to take advantage of me for hailing me a taxi. Yea bitch, Im hungry too.

If the police had touched me, there woulda been some sweet grappling goin on, on my part. Woulda thrashed those mother fuckers.

So...

Brother and co. want me to join them at the beach. Where I met my gf. Where I was and many chicks are.

I dont want to go, because I might risk the chance of being able to talk with her. If I tell her, I cant see you today, I'll see you tmrw, something will be fishy, and then the next day will jus be another fight, rather than compromise.

I want to go, because Ive stayed at the beach before I met her, my nephew is there, and growing up without me, and I jus love the atmosphere.

But I dont want to go, because I havent been there for the last 4 months, due to the fact that me and her were supposed to go together. And that our next trip there, was gonna be a few months after the baby was born. And wen the baby will be one.

FUCK...

This is some shit.

11 days and counting.

Plus my brother and co. want me to go out tonite, to a bar. To celebrate his girlfriends, friends birthday. And she wants to introduce me to her friends who are porn addicts. But I dont want to, because of the same fact. Losing that chance because I went out, during this time.

Plus Im underdressed.

Black/orange SF Fitted

White tee YUP

710s

Haze

FUCK... Plus the Sony Service Center was closed today, because it was a holiday. I dont have a camera to play with. So Im just really bored.

This.

Fuckin.

Sucks.

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i have a feeling this girl im seeing is gonna end up a girlfriend. shes stayed over the past few nights... and told em this morning how much she likes waking up next to me.

we have not had sex yet either... tho i could have last night. we were fooling around and i went down on her... she had erlier told me that she didnt want to have sex anytime soon, so after she came,she said she would even tho she had already gone farther than she had wanted to. i told her id rather not if she would feel bad about it later.

whats happening to me???

also, i think shes gonna fall in love with this monkey... she said im the only person to make her have an orgasm besides herself

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well imo she should have atleast told you in person.

Of course... But its midnite here...

She doesnt even want to see me wen I drop off her things, I told her thats the least she could do. Waiting on a response about that.

This sucks...

I guess Im going to the beach this week... Gonna be such a shitty nite tonite...

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damn stuntastic, I don't know what to say, but find your breakthroughs, as small as they might be.

I've had some major turns in my life as well.

Most SuFu'ers know that I'm displeased with my life in Korea; I've been growing increasingly twisted up about it recently and hit my breaking point. I've been drinking far more than usual (drunk right now) and drinking cheap gin in clubs at that (so cheap it caused me to break out in hives the morning after for an hour or so once) and my behavior has become totally erratic. I'm high and I'm low, I'm smiling and all I can think of is running game on ridiculously low quality bitches in the same bars I go to every week.

My roommate pisses me off because he's an ultra conservative 23 year old who thinks he's a genius and is the most ignorant bastard I've ever met. He also has the worst self-esteem which makes everything real shitty. He's this Asian kid who listens to the worst music, has no taste in anything; I have woken up hearing Blues Traveler's 'Hook' like 5 times now. He cock blocks me all the time and last Saturday night when i was trashed on gin and he came to cock block, I told him to fuck off, a little shoving ensued, something snapped inside me and I grabbed his throat. He grabbed my beer bottle and started waving it at me and i grabbed it back and he then started waving his arms around telling me to come outside, and as soon as that happened he got kicked out of the bar and i stayed, continued spitting game. I got home later and found out he deadbolted me out of the house, had to sleep on a friend's floor 2 blocks up (I have like 20 friends in the same 4 block radius and not a damn soul is awake at 7am apparently) and came back later in the day. He tried taking some higher ground on me but kid is finished after his antics.

I've been working 13 hour days and overslept my alarm 4 times in 2 weeks, so obviously my employer got pissed. I had a meeting with them today and I honestly care so little that i showed up but when they suggested that i take a quarter break and get my mind right, i told them to fuck off and said I was on the next flight home. i wrote up a nice Word document for all my for sale shit and have copied and pasted it on 4 websites, and hope i'm on a plane out of this country by the 10th of September.

I originally came to this country in search for something different, got it. Came back a second time because it was fun, created myself in the process, discovered the difference between true love and put on love. Came back a third time and knew too much this time around, and never found anything to fill the voids. One time is not enough, second time is everything, third time is trying to get back what you have to no avail and missing the real opportunities, for me.

Anyhow, I should be at home in St. Louis enjoying a BBQ with my parents, and whipping through the hills in my 540i in less than a month, and hopefully that will get my head screwed back on right. Gotta wake up tomorrow and buy some plane tickets.

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as much as we plan shit in life. it never turns out the way we picture it. im sure you'll always be apart of the kids life one way or the other. things just got to settle down at the moment before you start thinking of the "what ifs". i know she kinda got you on a hold up situation.best thing you can do now ,is just support her wishes and just stay bac,but dont lose sight. shes carryin your kid.

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Yea.

But, I just dont kno how someone could be so cold, towards someone who offered them anything and everything they had to give. Not materialistic shit, but real things that matter.

Someone to be there for you no matter way, love you unconditionally, etc etc.

I dont ask anything from her, except for just showing me that she loves me. I dont ask for appologies, just for her to not do me wrong.

Im not perfect, neither is she, but I cant help but just want to let her kno how much she means to me. But I kno wen/if I see her tmrw, she wont give me that chance.

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I dont kno how easy that would be here in the Philippines. Custody issues.

That was my initial plan, if she had done me wrong or something.

But I just dont want my kid to grow up without both parents.

I'll see wat happens tmrw, I just hope something works out.

Not just utter silence on her part.

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remind her that you will have to be in her life one way or another because of the child... and even if you dont get back together youre gonna need to try to be friends. constant fighting, or not having any contact with one parent is not good for the kid.

i know how this shit is man... ive been divorced, and have 2 kids with 2 different girls, and am not with either one now. it can be shitty.

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