superconfessional

[sistersuzie]

i don't have doubts, yeah, that's right.

if i can feel his pain, hurting me more than mine;

he smiles, i got rays of light shining through my cells, burning my skin

we is 1

[sistersuzie]

^ after a pm conversation i had with him, he infracted a post that was several weeks old

i would only accept that kind of power trip from a chick wearing a read jacket lined with ermine, handling the whip like a living knife (snake)

[moondog]

I have 130 days to come up with 30k to buy the house of my dreams.

fuck 20 percent down...i only got 10.

Im going to actually try my hardest to do this.

I've took a sales position with my neighbor who has always been bugging me. He said If I can close a million dollar account I will get paid 50k. I'm off to sell plastic jars and lids so i can live the dream.

I need this to get out of the biggest rut I Imagine I will go through.

[dy616]

i haven't slept for over 40 hours so far. math is hard to do in this state. making coherent sentences be hard to do too.

[freecat]

you should nap

[billy.]

u should probably listen to swag surfin

[Guest bambam]

yall. i posted about girl troubles a little while ago, was pretty sure i had fucked up. i think she was giving me a second chance though since she continued to initiate convos, ask to chill/get baked together, we went out for breakfast and watched movie at her place (didn't cop though) but overall thought it was going decent.

friend hosted party friday and my orig plan was to chill, just have beers and weed and be legit unlike last time we partied together. instead i ended up having relativ. small amount of gin with my friends who were predrinking and had more gin at the party plus a few beers, also getting baked. im pretty sure i didnt even talk to her as much and wasnt doing flagrant drunk hitting-on tech like last time. basically i was chilling with her a bit and my friend was scheming on her friend. both ask to try on my glasses, take corny hugging pix, etc......things seem to be going decent and i dont look obnoxiously drunk except for when i say 'omg wtf!!' to her friend saying 'on the reg' and 'next level.'

while all 4 of us chillin in the hotbox room, my friend does artful delivery of djrajio's 'pencil sharpening gig/$20 a pencil' tech. after we thought they were out of earshot (turns out they werent!!:eek:) we both start loling hard, yelling and giving high 5 like 'HOLY SHIT HAHAHAH 20 BUCKS A PENCIL GODDAMN HAHAH THEY BOUGHT IT HOLY FUCKIN SHIT 20 BUCKS A PENCIL'

little later my friend and his scheme go out for a smoke, at which point she tells him she has to go inside to keep an eye on her friend.

him: why? [my name] b there

her: thats why my du

actually though at the time i was being offered an e pirr by a friend of a friend for 10 bux. starts to kick in and i was swaying and grinding my teeth like an asshole so i figure she thought i looked like a dumbass even though i had relatively little interaction with her till she left. they peaced ultra early, saying they had to get up early but supposedly my scheme texted my friend's gf saying they had to leave because her friend was getting hit on by my friend.

after they leave im chillin with 2 friends fucked as fuck and one says to the other 'he fucked up bad but like i dont wanna tell him ya know?' obvs i wasn't so fucked i couldn't hear them but i was rolling too hard to care. rest of the night i felt like i was a lil e tard trainwreck, at one point alternating between drinking beer and eating yogurt tubes i had taken from my friends freezer to stop my excessive teeth grinding. we cab home and for next 8 hours (see THIZZZZ thread) i was gnashing teeth, having thoughts/visuals like a bad shroom trip, feeling mildly nauseous, hell of hot/cold flashes, restless legs and could not get to sleep to save my life. finally got like 5 minutes of restless sleep sometime after sunrise. felt like assfuck the rest of the day and could hardly eat or drink.

tl;dr: i'm dumb ~___~

[moondog]

yall. i posted about girl troubles a little while ago, was pretty sure i had fucked up. i think she was giving me a second chance though since she continued to initiate convos, ask to chill/get baked together, we went out for breakfast and watched movie at her place (didn't cop though) but overall thought it was going decent.

friend hosted party friday and my orig plan was to chill, just have beers and weed and be legit unlike last time we partied together. instead i ended up having relativ. small amount of gin with my friends who were predrinking and had more gin at the party plus a few beers, also getting baked. im pretty sure i didnt even talk to her as much and wasnt doing flagrant drunk hitting-on tech like last time. basically i was chilling with her a bit and my friend was scheming on her friend. both ask to try on my glasses, take corny hugging pix, etc......things seem to be going decent and i dont look obnoxiously drunk except for when i say 'omg wtf!!' to her friend saying 'on the reg' and 'next level.'

while all 4 of us chillin in the hotbox room, my friend does artful delivery of djrajio's 'pencil sharpening gig/$20 a pencil' tech. after we thought they were out of earshot (turns out they werent!!:eek:) we both start loling hard, yelling and giving high 5 like 'HOLY SHIT HAHAHAH 20 BUCKS A PENCIL GODDAMN HAHAH THEY BOUGHT IT HOLY FUCKIN SHIT 20 BUCKS A PENCIL'

little later my friend and his scheme go out for a smoke, at which point she tells him she has to go inside to keep an eye on her friend.

him: why? [my name] b there

her: thats why my du

actually though at the time i was being offered an e pirr by a friend of a friend for 10 bux. starts to kick in and i was swaying and grinding my teeth like an asshole so i figure she thought i looked like a dumbass even though i had relatively little interaction with her till she left. they peaced ultra early, saying they had to get up early but supposedly my scheme texted my friend's gf saying they had to leave because her friend was getting hit on by my friend.

after they leave im chillin with 2 friends fucked as fuck and one says to the other 'he fucked up bad but like i dont wanna tell him ya know?' obvs i wasn't so fucked i couldn't hear them but i was rolling too hard to care. rest of the night i felt like i was a lil e tard trainwreck, at one point alternating between drinking beer and eating yogurt tubes i had taken from my friends freezer to stop my excessive teeth grinding. we cab home and for next 8 hours (see THIZZZZ thread) i was gnashing teeth, having thoughts/visuals like a bad shroom trip, feeling mildly nauseous, hell of hot/cold flashes, restless legs and could not get to sleep to save my life. finally got like 5 minutes of restless sleep sometime after sunrise. felt like assfuck the rest of the day and could hardly eat or drink.

tl;dr: i'm dumb ~___~

i'm sorry I dont understand what happened. I didnt know people could type in crayon.

[freecat]

didn't really get it either

but hum

that's a long story

[NatseOklim]

Basically he ruined his chances with a girl because he was pilled up to his eyeballs and gurning like a champ.

[Egpt]

i didn't understand a thing. i hope english is not your first language.

[Mr Waffles]

taking the e pill was prolly not a good choice considering the circumstances.

let me guess. Your a teenage asian male from southern california?

[Gravitas]

I understood it, but now I feel dumber for having read it all.

[jl3969]

fuck im so poor.

need to revive that superhustle thread. anyone know of good part time jobs in austin, tx area?

[freecat]

why would anyone want to do E at a house party in the first place. that's retarded.

[dismalfuture]

Monsoon season started today, shit is so muggy and hot, I'm just sitting here marinating in moisture and my own stink. Went outside today and it was like seeing people trying to swim through the air.

[Scais]

Its To Hot To Sleep, I Feel Like A Dumpling In A Steam Pot Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[ojjairus]

EDC was sickkk, it went by in a flash though.

[ojjairus]

i put a lot of heart and energy into girls so when there's no girl, i feel useless and like a failure.

i also try really hard to win back a girl if things get messy because i don't want to regret not trying.

i don't think i've ever broken up with a girl with a real reason.

sadly i feel the same, girls are my motivation for way to many things i do and not do. Not that im whipped or anything.

[NatseOklim]

The power of the p-u-s-s-y,

That's why every motherfucker in the world dress fly.

[6ixes&7evens]

The power of the p-u-s-s-y,

That's why every motherfucker in the world dress fly.

not gay guys.

[NatseOklim]

Then it's unlikely they're motherfuckers. QED

[Egpt]

ya'll dudes are acting gayer than bruno with that dependent shit.

[landho]

BoA is playing at the gay pride parade on sunday in san francisco

you should go

Was in Union Square while the Gay Pride Parade was going on. Did not get on SuFu in time to get this:(

On the other hand, I saw Wilco last night at the Greek, and it was awesome.

Will be back in SF at some point this year. We should hang out, go karaoking, etc. Maybe petty vandalism as well.

[Guest bambam]

^how did that girl react to the long long letter you sent her?

[Leonard Leroy]

Monsoon season started today, shit is so muggy and hot, I'm just sitting here marinating in moisture and my own stink. Went outside today and it was like seeing people trying to swim through the air.

Wow, good job on the imagery here, man.

[Mr Waffles]

i just made a margarita for myself because Im bored. Im sick of summer already. no one to hang out with, no money because work is slow. can only watch a certain amount of movies. the girly came home for a couple days though so thats cool. (always a loitering and chain smoking till 4 in the morning then trying to get in my house without alerting the dogs concept.)

[jeepster]

I'm with you Waffles, I'm done with summer already. I wanna be back at school and not having to worry about financial issues.

[freecat]

same here july hasn't even started and i couldn't find a job, my friends at home are either not here or have become boring and there's still like 30 days to kill playing guitar and watching movies at my mom's where it's hot as hell because my room's under the roof.

good thing is i'm going to spend a couple of weeks in england in august partying with english friends, then start getting ready for next school year.

[jeepster]

I'm just bored with my job. 7 years of the same summer camp counselor shit is starting to wear on me. I'm glad I'm doing some tennis lessons on the side but just barely, only have like maybe one a week, and the weather's been so bad that I've had to cancel most of them.

I'm also just bored with this town and the people in it (yet again) (cue teen angst/getting out of dodge)