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Im one of the officers for Urban Fine Arts Club at my school and i get to design the club shirt (since we have to wear uniform polos, we make school approved club shirts) and im thinking of getting american apparel leisure polos, and print this (first sketch):

and some type of handstyle tag that says urban fine arts club

i feel really productive for doing this for some reason

This club of yours is pretty funny.

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going back to my previous post about the kids who've died from my HS graduating class...

woke up today, thought about that post I made. Stood outside and smoked a cigarette and whilst I somehow got around to thinking about this huge obese kid I went to gifted school with in middle school, then ended up ragging on in my senior physics class because I was being an asshole. I used to jump on this kids back and make him carry me around and shit during class, I was out of control. Felt bad about it this morning and thought about going out to see him at the pharmacy I thought he was working at since I need some meds filled.

My mom came home after work tonight and told me he died this morning in the hospital.

Eery coincidence I guess. RIP to him.

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I always thought that if I die, no one would even fucking know because I'm such a damn reclusive person.

I was in liturgy choir in high school and sang for a 50 year class reunion... half the class was deceased. In a morbid way it was less of a reunion and more of a memorial.

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on the subject of medicinal drugs such as benadryl - i once took 2 (probably around 300mg's together) large doses of benadryl for a bad case of whole-body itching (brought on by 50-some odd hours of not sleeping) and i seriously started hallucinating and tripping. if i had to put a time estimate before i fell asleep on it, i'd say about 30 minutes of pure, unadultered, bizarro images floating through my room, and a strange whispering coming from the book on my nightstand.

between the lack of sleep and the drugs, i was out of my skull for sure.

fun, but not something i'd subject myself too in the near future.

Had something similiar happen to me. Was amusing until it started feeling like my body was about six inches behind me and I fell onto the floor and dislocated my shoulder.

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I met with one of my students today and like 10 minutes in she got up, packed up her stuff, said some pretty incoherent things and stormed off.

Later I got an email from her apologizing and explaining that shes been going crazy for the past two weeks ever since she got raped at gunpoint.

I don't know what the fuck to say about that.

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I always thought that if I die, no one would even fucking know because I'm such a damn reclusive person.

I was in liturgy choir in high school and sang for a 50 year class reunion... half the class was deceased. In a morbid way it was less of a reunion and more of a memorial.

same boat.

At my high school graduation, everyone went to the drug-free after-party; I think I went home and got drunk. I got on a flight to Korea the next day and thought I was gonna supertramp for the rest of my life, starting that summer. Made the decision that I'd not attend any class reunions in the future, and I still feel the same way, 7 years later.

Have quit myspace because I get occasional crazies from high school, all female, all married, all have kids, usually in multiples, all trying to get into my life details. They start out with a 'hey, how are you doing, how have the last 7 years been for you' and then the second message turns into some rape on me and my lifestyle fest...

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i've been into denim for about..a long time. but my gf isnt. what do i do?!?

buy her some of her own?

I confess, my own girlfriend is on some asian girl college student steez and has some pretty hideous denims that she hasn't been wearing out on purpose, I'm sure. I left her a pair of Cures and want to get her a pair of something nice, but I am so familiar with sizing down and enduring a week's pain that my perception of sizing is totally skewed and will lead to a bad purchase. I also don't know what kind of raw skinny jean would be good for containing her big can.

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I met with one of my students today and like 10 minutes in she got up, packed up her stuff, said some pretty incoherent things and stormed off.

Later I got an email from her apologizing and explaining that shes been going crazy for the past two weeks ever since she got raped at gunpoint.

I don't know what the fuck to say about that.

Ay...bay...bay? :(

Fucking Philly man... and to think I was considering visiting...

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same boat.

At my high school graduation, everyone went to the drug-free after-party; I think I went home and got drunk. I got on a flight to Korea the next day and thought I was gonna supertramp for the rest of my life, starting that summer. Made the decision that I'd not attend any class reunions in the future, and I still feel the same way, 7 years later.

Have quit myspace because I get occasional crazies from high school, all female, all married, all have kids, usually in multiples, all trying to get into my life details. They start out with a 'hey, how are you doing, how have the last 7 years been for you' and then the second message turns into some rape on me and my lifestyle fest...

i don't think i'll ever go to a reunion. been 8 years for me. i already see most of the jokers who i considered my friends in high school now all too often, they're more aquaintances now anyhow, and the 1 on 1 conversations are even more brutal now seeing as we've been friends for 10+ years and we don't have anything at all to talk about.

take your last name out of myspace, searching for me is damn near impossible.

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superconfession:

also, I have been experimenting with Benadryl (strictly medicinal doses) to help me fall asleep. I love how the diphenhydramine makes me borderline retarded as I gradually transition from awake to not-awake.

Try Melatonin... it's non pharmeceutical, cheaper, and a naturally occuring brain chemical.

Also Effervescent Calcium-Magnesium is good after dinner to get you ready for sleep but can be rough if you drink a lot of coffee like I do or just have a pretty acidic stomach (but it's rough in that it neutralizes it, it's good for heart burn too) and it's sorta tasty...

Sleep therapists would tell you to make sure not to eat within 2 hours of bed, they'd also tell you you're more rested if you get to sleep before 12 rather than after.

Me, I just need a girlfriend so I have a reason to go to bed.

Also on a personal note, I quit my job today, gonna to Ecuador in November for 2 weeks, and get into school for January so I don't feel like such a useless fuck nut

edit: I'm also quitting my nail biting habit of... since I had teeth.... (17 years?). But this might involve starting smoking (once I get over this cold).

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Fuck pittsburgh... and to think I was going to visit...

>.>

Sigh. There was already no reason for anyone to come to Pittsburgh. Now that there's escalating violence theres REALLY no reason for anyone to come to Pittsburgh.

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