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  1. From time to time I get caught up in travel fantasies. My favorite is thinking about embracing the rural life of a tropical country, (a la WWOOF) as if all the anxiety of my life will evaporate through picking some weeds in a non english speaking country. When I read a excerpt of the essay "Self Reliance" by Ralph Waldo Emerson it revealed to me just how foolish travel fantasies are.

    Traveling is a fool's paradise.

    Our first journeys show us how little difference places make. At home I dream that at Naples, at Rome, I can be intoxicated with beauty and lose my sadness. I pack my bags, hug my friends, embark on the sea, and wake up in Naples, and there next to me is the cruel fact, the sad self, unrelenting, identical, that I fled from. I look for the Vatican and the palaces. I pretend to be intoxicated with sights and suggestions, but I am not intoxicated. My giant goes with me wherever I go.

    I have no cranky objection to world travel for the purposes of art, of study, and goodwill, as long as the individual is first domesticated, or doesn't go abroad with the hope of finding something greater that what he knows. He who travels to be amused, or to get something he doesn't have within, travels away from himself, and gets old among old things while he's still young. In Thebes, in Palmyra, his will and mind have become as old and run-down as they have. He carries ruins to ruins.
  2. Madison Wisconsin

    Pros

    Liberal and open minded city

    many diverse communities/neighborhoods with their own personalities

    two huge lakes, lake front property is easy to come by

    LOVES alcohol, public drinking is all but universally accepted

    Extremely bike friendly

    Beautiful capitol

    Top notch university

    Cons

    Long, frigid winter

    Roads fall apart very quickly so summer is full of construction

    LOVES alcohol

    Never seen so many bar fights as I have living here

    Hippy grocery stores are expensive

    Flat as hell, no mtns :(

  3. I've been in a funk for a few months but not a depressive state, more like depression's brother melancholy. I think it is the realization that i'm entering adulthood.

    Exercise and health could not be more on point

    sleep is good

    hobbies flourishing

    research progressing

    just need a girlfriend, will that make it better!??

  4. i hope you at least got her number...?

    But been there man, i was LEAVING a bar at bar time when some hood rats start saying shit to the girl i'm with. Shes a dumbass so she eats it up and goes over there all like "attention?? :D"

    long story short i didnt get any, she is fat and i dont talk to her anymore.

  5. Found out a girl ive been with for a little bit smoked some DMT back in the day. Was hella impressed. Said curiosity got the best of her but she wouldn't try it again. Essentially like a short circuit of the brain, a glimpse under the hood if you will. When all you're used to seeing is the dashboard, pistons and cylinders aren't going to make much sense.

  6. I had a dream last night natalie portman was sitting on my lap and we were feeding each other almonds dipped in honey..

    we just tried it and it tastes exactly like in the dream..!

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