pieiskewl

previously:

i was high out of my mind and just always decide to fuck with this kid when i see him on the floor

location-bathroom

me-staring him down

him-starts talking about something

me-calmly tell him to shut the fuck up (staring him down whole time)

him-some response

me-tell him to shut the fuck up and keep his fucking mouth closed

him-less response (milder interjection?)

me-keep your fucking mouth shut

him-i think one more response

me-shut your fucking mouth and shut the fuck up

kid was obviously scared, my roommate told me that he had confided in other students (including my roommate?) that he was genuinely afraid of me and scared that i will physically injure him

before above incident:

i have put a knife or some blade to his throat a few times and hit him with my hands more times (all in jest though!!!!)

most recently:

(still in acid brain sort of)

me: told the kid that i know for sure now that "reality" is not real and that all feelings are just synthetic bullshit and our brains are just computers and we're no different and we're hardwired to want things, but now that i know this i do not give a shit

him: some inane remark

me: nooooo, i do not think you understand i do not give a shit. i do not give a shit at all. that's why i want to get a gun asap

him:?????? why do you want a gun?

me: need to make sure i don't die and i need to be trained to use it. i told you i don't give a shit. i have no problems pulling the fucking trigger. i told you man i don't give a shit. i need to watch out for myself and if that means killing someone else then that's how it's gonna be. i do not give a shit man

him: i dont really remember what he said i think it was just stunned silence as i talked about how i would rape some random kid in the cafeteria because this kid just came up to our table to talk to this girl (he said he got raped on the exam)

me: i elaborated into how this kid doesn't know the meaning of the word rape and he doesn't know who i am or even hear this conversation going on and i'm gonna make this kid know the meaning of the word rape

the kid who i fuck with all the time lives next door to me i think he is really legitimately scared of me now. most fucked up thing i've said to someone recently. also whenever i would put a blade to his throat i would emphasize how easy it was and i was putting in no effort and i could kill him without trying

man yall with club cards (in california) are straight spoiled

wish i could provide info that detailed

hate just getting "heads" or "real good heads" all from california or somewhere medical no doubt but it sucks not getting more info than that. whatever strain i'm told i tend to ignore. only legit dealer i had slipped away to washington i think. he had some fire with genetic information. rip

in the bathroom at college cafeteria had just finished violently puking up some compressed beef products (fried) and some shitty coffee. was rinsing my mouth and blowing food chunks out of my nose when i hear tons of knocking on the door and shouting. some girl is outside looking extremely upset, asks me if i saw her wallet. says she left it in the bathroom. i tell her no, i was just puking (was wearing a white shirt and there was red puke stains on my shirt along with dried puke stains on my blue pants) and didn't see a wallet. she goes into the bathroom to look after determining i'm not lieing to her. there was puke all over the floor. i tried to wipe up the chunks but there was a lot of liquid. it didn't smell good. i don't think she found her wallet inside.

easy way to get enchanting up is just enchant daggers and flip them

but before that you should get your speech up to 100 it is stupid ez just gotta talk to this du in riften

skyrim is so awesome vr games in future will be insane

you see the possibilities. using real good weed takes it to a whole new level

i dunno, i've always been skeptical and less enthusiastic about this whole idea of singularity. as it stands a whole 1/4th of the world still doesn't have electricity, about 40% don't have a phone and even less have access to the internet

the singularity is at best a rich person's fantasy IMHO

dude you really just need to read this book. technology is growing very quickly. soon it will be common to use nanobots to do chemical synthesis so that we have 100% yield and can use all the pchem principles. you really need to read this book

From what I've read (I don't actually know shit about zoology/biology so stop me if I'm wrong), the concept of pair-bonding is actually a biologicial moral innate to human beings and is crucial to our success a a species. I guess following that reasoning it's actually perfectly acceptable to look down on sluts.

you are dumb as hell learn some neuroscience dog all inate shit is just addictive tendencies that have been programmed into our brain because we are the descendents of people who survived the iceage and have their genetic coding. the current neurotransmitter system in our brain is completely arbitrary and only exists because it enabled survival of the iceage. Dopamine is important for various reasons but an important one is the addiction potential and the pavlovian training that comes with it.

you guys realize any desire to have sex is just caused by a dopamine release at the thought of more DA and endogenous opiods being released (placebo effect) during sexual intercourse because of various nerve/nerve endings being stimulated along with internal synthesis of these chemical messengers to coincide with the sex and/or ejaculation? you guys realize that we are programmed in such a way that sex is programmed to being addictive because it involves the release of DA and is/was necessary for the survival of our species? thus sex makes people do irrational things aka chemical dependence

same goes for eating eating food is not needed

this book is mindblowing everyone should read this book as soon as possible

jesus dude tldr

ya im sorry needed to type that shit out this was not the place

i just edited it

here enjoy this

“Ribbon belt (and orange at that) with a suit? It just reiterates I don’t take myself too seriously even in dark navy/gray tones. And yes…if the leaves are still in the trees, my ankles are still feeling the breeze.â€

LOL

love smoking, but i enjoy good edibles too. don't know how they haven't been potent for you, maybe it's how you're preparing the butter? i'm baking cookies this sunday, so i'll post how we made them afterwards. the brownies my friend made on Halloween were amazing, i was at a 10 on highness that night (ate a whole row on the pyrex for myself). i have no doubt in her ability to make good stuff.

i use this recipe, i have gotten very good results with it. you can also get more trapped butter out of the buds using a french press rather than just tossing them. also drying them out to roll into a huge blunt is not a good idea. either eat them get butter out with french press or throw out. you'll see that after squeezing and everything they might still feel a lil greasy so french press or maybe cook something with them? could use them as a breading for frying some meat or something.

i have heard good things about using clarified butter, but haven't made an effort to make/ buy some. i want to try using some pork lard soon, some 100% fat

i don't know if it as apparent in europe as it is in america that the corporate influences are very noticeable in a large state school and it is pretty obvious that colleges have been seen as in investment opportunity which is fucked up because it is such stupid easy money and schools and the administrators are killing it because kids are stupid and keep wasting their time and fucking up college and making poor decisions and that is how the schools make money. there is this mentality of get a degree in america which is totally true but a degree asap is not worth it especially if you're just gonna fuck it up. it is depressing to see kids studying something they are interested in but they know it won't get them a job and then they have this crushing debt. colleges are only able to make money is because kids fuck up in school and feel resigned to doing this because they put no thought in doing anything but going to school asap even though they knew they would not put in that effort. fucking smh but still fucked. the collusions of large colleges that undercut education to sell college as an "experience" with corporate interests on a large skill is pretty obvious what is the most fucked is the involvement of the banking industry. so many young people walking into a lot of debt without thinking about and the banks and school love for you to do that because more time you spend there more time you spend paying these interest payments. a good example, my friend told his advisor that he was thinking about dropping out of school because he knows he is not giving it his best and he knows he should and before he gets into debt next semester because he'll lose scholarships (mom is getting a job changing financial aid situation) and his plan is to move back home and work IT full time which he is good at and motivated to do and enjoys and has at least a total of 3 years work experience doing. his advisor told him that it was a bad decision to drop out of school and if he is failing classes he should just stay here because he can retake them later and they will adjust the gpa to show the new grade but that you retook. that is fucked up. straight up trap. it is said to see the corporate model polluting academia. i understand the sentiment so many people who think that it is okay to spend a few years studying different shit to figure stuff out and then study that who are retarded thought of no other life options for doing what they wants besides going to school because then they will get a degree and that will guarantee them that job. lol. college is worth going for if the skills you are going to school for to pay for that degree to say you know it are worth paying for that degree to say you know it. also lol @ cornell writing grads with no job now. study real things in school if you wanna do journalism and read philosophical texts do that on your own time, especially at the bachelor's degree level. also lol @ people thinking they have to arbitrarily pick a permanent career choice for the rest of their life now. too shortsided

edit i feel like worth going to school to study something real i.e. science some serious thinking and if you're doing stuff like that that only relates to academia that is cool but limits you. i wanna get my phd in some real knowledge and do knowledge getting for knowledge later. my goal is phd in an applicable field by 60, 60 is when i was thinking would be good to do that

Young people who act like they know everything about life. Especially these preteens out here.

this attitude expressed in anyone i hate but in young people i hate a lot

but i think it just comes down to i hate hypocrisy and hypocrites be honest about being stupid or uneducated or unintelligent or w.e. the over confidence is such a thin front pretty obvious they don't know and are just really scared about their future and growing up so make up some bs reasons that make them feel safe and okay

anyone here ever do any biohacking? i want to get into that stuff

i don't get how you make it yourself and nothing, edibles especially ones i made myself have been potent for me, not really a less than smoking the same flowers. what recipe are you guys doing/how are you making yours? made some yesterday in the fridge separating out now can't wait to try it later today

i am thinking about moving to portland soon could anyone recommend somewhere cheap and cool for an 18 year old? if not cheap and cool just cheap and not shitty. also any recommendations on where to look for an apartment? i know nothing about the city just looking at craigslist stuff at the moment and i thinking i could afford some stuff for near 500 for myself

i am thinking about moving to seattle soon i really know nothing about it but i need to leave school and seattle seems really affordable. im 18 and initially just looking for something cheap. where would be best cheap place (populated with chill people, not really a requirement right now if rent can be a lot cheaper somewhere else)? just any advice on the city would be great and finding an apartment here

i am now fully decided on stopping college before i rack up debt and instead deciding on moving somewhere cheap and just getting a job full time somewhere and saving money and not going back to school until i have that money saved up for myself and i actually feel ready for it and it's something i want to do. i know i could get a 4.0 if i put the effort into it but i can't get myself motivated to do that at this point in my life. i just want to move somewhere where i could be working fulltime at a job even making like $12 or so an hour and have money to pay bills eat well have weed and the time to do all the shit i want to do. go to the library read books not own much to be able to move easy. that is just way more appealing to me right now and im not ready to do school right now. it makes way more sense to me to not get the debt now and instead take time to chill and i know i will be secure and putting some money aside. i feel like i will be way more motivated to do shit. im really excited to just move somewhere and things are looking really doable. i am looking at seattle right now and it seems really affordable. thinking about going out with a friend and splitting a place maybe. i am glad to be feeling like i am in control of my life and can put it in a direction i want to go. where is a good cheap city to move to and find some job working in a kitchen w.e. something like that. i was thinking portland maybe

you should just make your own edibles. making butter is not hard to do and i actually find it sort of therapeutic. and yeah you can't tell unless you do it yourself. ive gotten really lit off of my own snacks

also any seattle or portland people here?

what is your issue with edibles? potency? or just don't enjoy the high? good edibles have me puffing, sometimes the weight gets to be a lil much. i have no experience with tinctures tho

and connor i think i know what you're talking about, like a SOG setup. i would like to do that.

not sure where else to post this, i hope someone can give me some advice

good friend of mine found out recently (over thanksgiving break) that his parents have decided to separate, most likely get divorced, and after that his dad confessed to the family that he had cheated on his wife. i am just unsure what to say to him, i'm at a loss when we talk. i feel bad i don't know how to proceed

edit: bbk keep positive

does blue dream really yield like 2lb a plant?

i just learned recently that cannabinoids inhibit the release of various neurotransmitters, rather than stimulate the release of something. mind blown

i think about stabbing a lot of people

how much weed do i need to smoke to make sure i won't be having kids anytime soon

i didn't know about any of that, i don't know which is worse

i want this game now

^ cuz u fucked her raw the night b4? or cuz bitch be stealing yo clothes?

cuz if its the latter, thats mad awkward

it was the latter, just stealing clothes. it was really awkward. i didn't realize anything was missing until i saw her wearing it