seraphim

everyone thinking they're so fucking special..

i finally gave in and let the hairdresser dye my hair blonde

academic probation and sobriety aren't high on my list of likes.

oh, and waking up in the morning to anything other than a text or call from someone i'm fond of.

i thought it was 1111, but i was a day late.

i have that frame, except mine has a coat of arms with the phrase 'illegitimi non carborundum est'

also, i'd say that opaque tights would've worked better,

a fuckload of criticism books on henry IV, and i think i'm going to buy pnin today.

got caught in a rainstorm, got some funny looks from girls coming into the toilets at cafe 1001 for standing drying off my dress under the hand dryer, had coffee with sphoxx. then baked and ate weed cookies with my housemate, played tony hawk 2 and tekken 5 until we got too mashed to move, passed out

your average thursday. tonight is bangface in angel

I take it back. I take it all back. fucking quality.

five more hours done at the london tattoo convention, it was hellish. I did get a lot of encouragement from some suicidegirls though.

fuck, ten minutes to go and it's not looking promising..

I decided for my second year of university it'd be a wise idea to go clean and sober.

it's possibly the hardest thing I've ever done. I missed monday's lectures because I overdid it on sunday night [last night of wastage], wednesday I couldn't get out of bed until three because of the shakes, and today I've had four panic attacks before eleven am.

part of me really wants to say fuck it, but I'm told the first week is the hardest and part of me does really want to do this.

also, being completely lucid is novel. and a little boring.

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brownie points for having the balls to try rehab again. best wishes and much love.

I once ate a whole jar of pickled beetroot while stoned. pissed dark pink the next day. it was bizarre.

I'll point spike in this threads direction. Boy reads so much philosophy I don't even bother trying to argue with him anymore.

but i'm broke so I'm done with ho's, i need a cheque that looks digital, with ones and ohs.

ahhh, I've been pining after aprils for a while, and I'm a size 24. but 90USD is a little pricey for me, so I think I'll wait until my trip to paris.

good luck though!

Do you have an older brother, please lay down on the sofa and tell me about your relationship with him. Do you feel this session will help you get somewhere?

no fuuma, just one little sister. and who knows, are you any good at psychoanalysis?

no, there doesn't. slight problem with a lack of machines, you'll have to post your things out.

^No end of world business?

nope, just some very steezey making out.

last night I dreamt that one of the members on here was my 'older brother's best friend, and we spent a lot of time together. then I accidentally told my brother i was in love with this guy. so naturally my fictional brother is a cunt and tells said sufu-er, and everything gets awkward.

I think it's a sign I came back too soon or something.

I really want this to be Red, but I know it probably isn't

http://bash.org/?166956

aa briefs are cute to look at on boys

disagree. men should not wear briefs. maybe it's just an english thing, but only nine year old boys wear briefs because their mothers make them.

men wear boxers or go commando.

I'm just sayin'

I myself just play random chords, but an honorable mention would be More Than Words by Extreme.

also, playing that song would be like playing Every Step You Take by The Police.

fucking stupid. 'more than words' is about a guy who wants his girlfriend to show him that she loves him rather than falling back on saying 'i love you'. it's a really depressing song.

everlong by the foos always seems to work.

dyke!

you're just jealous I've had more girls than you have

I really wish men's designers would release the same lines in women's sizes.