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  1. I'd request she eats a lot of strawberries, and then come evening time, I'd probably trace the alphabet and probably progress to tracing my name and then her name. Probably have some Boyz II Men music playing in the background too.

  2. Dear Jean,

    It's been a long time. I shouldn't have left you.. without a dope beat to step to...step to..step to. But seriously, it's been awhile. I'm still missing you and Angela. I'm not sure if you'll still be attending CC in the Fall, but I just wanted to write you. I can't believe the first half of 2011 is almost over. I don't know...a lot has happened. Personally, I thought Spring Semester was a solid one. I took three tough classes in Speech, Physiology, and English . I passed all of them and I guess the best thing about it was that I was blessed with good classmates. They were very encouraging and positive. Physio was the hardest for me, but I managed to walk away with a B. I was at a 79% going into the final, but I guess I did good enough on the last exam. For speech, I can't believe I actually got up six times to speak to the class by myself. For the final, I chose to give a tribute to Boyz II Men, and sang the starting verse from my favorite song by them , Water Runs Dry. It turned out okay...For English, I got a B as well. I had to do a 10-page research paper. I survived it.

    Anyway, that was my Spring semester and I hope yours went well. You seemed focused most of the time, but at the same time there was a hint of uncertainty and sadness in your eyes. I hope through dancing, you can continue to be happy. I haven't seen Angela in awhile and I hope the both of you keep in touch. She seems awesome and fun to be with. Well I guess the big news so far is that I got my second job. I've been waiting for this for awhile. When I had my first job around 2-3 years ago, I did bad in school and my grades were low. But after a year and half, I've improved somewhat. It feels good, but I guess the thing that worries me is if I will fall into that problem again. I will be taking tougher classes this time around. Will I find the time study? The job is a night shift into early morning sometimes. We'll see what happens. I just have to stay positive. But I guess the one thing I am happy about is that this job allows me to do some small things I have been yearning to do. I've been wanting to help others secretly.

    For example, a while ago I would leave lotto scratchers in sealed envelopes on random cars at the college parking lot with post-its reading God Bless...Sometimes, I'd just put a $5 dollar bill in an envelope. I'd leave fives around random cubicles at the college library. It's just something I'd like to do. One thing I want to do is to go through a fast food drive thru and just pay for the vehicle behind me. I know the cashier will most likely give me a strange look, but I just want to do it. It would be nice to make someone's day like that. You know Jean, I've been wondering about karma and how when you do something bad to someone, something bad will come back to you. But I wonder, if I do something good for others, will something good happen to me? I guess that's something I have yet to find out...

    In the meantime, I'll just stick to school, work, and family. Well that's all I can say for now. Also, before I got the job, I got into this habit of looking at stuff to buy already, which I should not have done because I didn't have the job yet! Just have to take things day by day.... I hope your summer is going well Jean. Mine's good. I've been exercising and I actually read a book called The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro. You should check it out. It's about a butler who does a lot of reminiscing about his love interest whom he could never express his feelings to.

    Thanks for reading Jean. I miss those moments from 2010, but I guess we have to move on. Those memories will be taken with me always. I'll write again in the fall.

    -Sincerely

    P.S.

    Some nice songs:

    -Just Hold On - Boyz II Men

    -Houseki - Tate Takako ( From a Japanese movie called Nobody Knows..you should watch it..very nice and sad too)

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