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  1. Im like 95% sure my mom is cheating on my dad. e beenThey've been married like 23 years, get along decently I guess. But yeah, i'm pretty sure i'm the only one who possesses this knowledge. Dunno what to do.

    married like 23 years, get along decently I guess. But yeah, i'm pretty sure i'm the only one who possesses this knowledge. Dunno what to do.

  2. You are only 21 man. I would drop it and experience the pleasures of other women.

    i meant to say that i'm 20, and will be 21 in August, she's 21, and will be 22 in July.

    You are probably right though.

    The actual act of departing is not going to be easy.

  3. Kind of feel like i'm slowly falling out of love with my girlfriend, and in some ways I feel like i'm not even attracted to her anymore at times.

    It's odd, kind of just cropped up out of the blue. I think she can tell, she told me she feels that i'm being distant and dismissive.

    I don't want to make a rash decision, because she still is one of the most important people in my life, and she's stuck by/with me through some very trying times of mine. It's just kind of scary to me, because we are pretty much set on moving to another state together in the New Year. Maybe the feeling that i'm so committed caused this reaction.

    In the entire time i've been with her, counting times when we've been on and off again, it's been like 3 years. In that time i've never once felt compelled to cheat. During breaks, or when we're off i've seen other woman, slept with them too (one of these woman became infamous due to a certain thread, i'm sure you all know) But yeah, when we're actually on and going, I have had no desire to be with other woman. I used to think she was godly in her beauty, but lately i'm seeing imperfections i've never noticed.

    It's difficult to deal with emotionally, after all is said and done I can honestly say this girl is my best friend, and my everything...but a relationship can't survive on my hoping the spark will be reignited and all will be well.

    She went on a mini vacay with her sister for a week, which is nice, because it gives me the space I wanted, without having to ask for it.

    Any advice?

  4. posted this in super confessional, but guess it belongs here

    Broke up with my girl bout two months back. Dated for two years. Still think about her all the time, still think about her all the damn time.

    Done all of the requisite things, seeing other people, laid the pipe down several times, working on myself, but she is still always on the back of my mind.

    I suppose it does not help that we've spoken a couple of times, and she's told me she still considers me the love of her life, and all this other bullshit.

    Getting lunch with her on Monday...probably is not the best idea, but I don't know. The prospect of seeing her makes me want to simultaneoulsy vomit, and jump for joy. And i've felt that way since Friday, when we made these plans.

    I have a huge feeling she will cancel though, trying to mentally prepare myself to take that if it comes, and play it cool, rather than get desperate and whiny.

    FUCK@$

    Time heals all wounds eh

  5. Broke up with my girl bout two months back. Dated for two years. Still think about her all the time, still think about her all the damn time.

    Done all of the requisite things, seeing other people, laid the pipe down several times, working on myself, but she is still always on the back of my mind.

    I suppose it does not help that we've spoken a couple of times, and she's told me she still considers me the love of her life, and all this other bullshit.

    Getting lunch with her on Monday...probably is not the best idea, but I don't know. The prospect of seeing her makes me want to simultaneoulsy vomit, and jump for joy. And i've felt that way since Friday, when we made these plans.

    I have a huge feeling she will cancel though, trying to mentally prepare myself to take that if it comes, and play it cool, rather than get desperate and whiny.

    FUCK@$

    Time heals all wounds eh

  6. hahahaahaa that is hilarious madstax

    I saw this girls Facebook status, said she was hanging out in an area and was bored, I was nearby with some friends so I commented and told her she should come by. That was hours ago, like midnight.

    Just get a text from the ex saying how she was with that girl, and they got into every bar but that one, don't know, but whatever. Anyway, she has the nerve to tell me that she's happy that happened because it would kill her to see me with someone else, assuming I was on a date. This coming from a person who a week after the end of a 2 year relationship starts sleeping with a coworker.

    Fucking woman.

  7. Dunno why i'm putting this here, but anyways. Me and my girl have hit a rough patch lately, so I decided to come to her job and surprise her when she gets off. I put a bouquet of flowers on her car, and am just sitting here parked out by her car waiting for her to come out....

    Thing is, she works at a really busy coffeeshop, and while they close at 1 am, sometimes she doesn't get out till like 3. Now I feel really creepy sitting here smoking mad cigarettes.

    Also, I was on my phone, till I realized it was dying, and thought I might as well pull out my laptop and try to do some writing done... low and behold, someone has unsecured wifi!

    tl:dr version

    girlfriend fighting

    thought it would be sweet to meet up with her after work

    put flowers on her car

    sitting on laptop posting on fashion forums with stolen wifi in my car

    smoking lots of cigarettes

    her car is also in the employee lot, with all her co workers cars....so if they all file out at once it might be awkward for her. especially if they catch a glimpse of the note i left on her windshield.

    we've been dating for close to 3 years, so its not like that. but i still feel mad sketchy.

    maybe its also cause i smoked a joint to my face when i got here.

    fuckkkk

  8. I was once getting down with some chick who was known to be somewhat promiscuous, we were getting hot and heavy, but right before we got into it, she decided to stop the action. I was slightly drunk, and really annoyed that I wasn't going to get my dick wet, apparently, so I said something along the lines of, "what, you've already had enough dick in your life?"

  9. he gentle colloquy of our bodies:

    hearts murmuring soft psalms

    in fragile ribcage pews –

    each gasp, each sigh

    the peal of a bell

    rising toward the lofty limits

    of my abbreviated consciousness;

    Majesty sleeps in this bed we have made

    of meandering limbs

    and warm breath

    and the textures of darkness.

    My fingertips lead me into the world of you

    as they explore the topography of your palms

    and all of the landscapes of your person –

    some tangled, like the wilderness of your silence;

    others calm, like the rolling plains of your laughter

    and the few, the precious

    that are shocking

    like your volcanic eyes

    that erupt when they open

    and are beacons in the blackness of the universe.

    I am beside you

    and I don’t know if the earth is turning;

    intimacy is gravity

    and you

    you are the center;

    be still

    don’t move except to touch me;

    today will have to wait.

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