nicotine

6 days till SUICIDE FILE (reunion @ this is hardcore fest)

Cannot fucking wait. I'm gonna lose my shit

I AM THE MESSIAH

(Another Breath- The God Complex)

FUCK this album is so fucking good

exceeded my expectations by far,

i fucking love another breath so much

STILL NO GOD

i got into a catty (boy vs girl) argument over the stupidest shit eve

he put his pants in the dryer when he was in the laundry when he was trying to find him/ the money.

it was ridiculous and made me laugh because my opoliogies.

Against the wall

(this album leaked weeks ago by the way)

just ordered my 3day pass for great american hardcore fest

and this is hardcore fest in 2 weeks

YES.

the city by dawn

whoa thats awesome

i like listening to posi music even though according to everyone around me i am very nega(tive)

pma, man.

id do it on pcp.

but then again im sure anyone would fight anything on pcp

ill fight a bear

i dont care about being broke (even though i work so much)

because im spending my money on important, good things.

weed, shows, cigarettes, beer...weed

summer is cool but registering for fall classes is not.

BOOOO SCHOOL

fuck, I love camping.

and weed

ehh, drunk is always better than not drunk

and the hangover is usually worth it...

one day, i will punch my boss in the face.

she's a Cunt (capital c)

thatd be awesome

also, for an ill bbq-

ecstasy, hookah, a fire pit, tiki torches, grilled pineapple and sangria

are just a FEW of the essentials.

oh and lots and lots of weed.

at the store i work at, the organic avocados sell for $1.99 each which is an awesome price around here for organic.

non-organic avocados are $1.29 each or 2 for $2 which is pretty rule.

i love me an avocado...or two

tonight i felt like i was 14 again

meeting my friend halfway because neither of us could drive

walking to pick up weed

walking to pick up a dutch

rolling an L sitting on the curb of a shady side street

smoking the L walking on shady side streets

WEIRD.. i want to smoke again always and forever

he who hates on sunny d flavored shish for hookah before trying it

will be smited.

i dont even know what i am fucked up on righ t now

but i feel like fucking QUEEN OF UNIVERSE and a half

back to square one.

going to community college fall '09 semester

until i figure out what is actually going on

because now i might dual degree at hunter

and live in brooklyn with my ex-roommate from before i left pratt.

kinda banking on that choice to be quite honest

why cant i smoke weed and stay high for more than10 minutes

it's really burning a hole in my wallet

and i should REALLY fucking cut back on pill poppin 'fore i pass out in da streeeeettttt.

whatever, work till only 2 today. automatic rule.

i congratulate you on sleeping.

i wish i couldve done that.. now im going to be all lakers face yellow with dark purple circles under my eyes at work

why arent my sleeping pills nor any of my prescription sedatives working.

i just want to sleep.. work in 5 hours :(:(

i dont even post on waywt

but then again my rep is still <100