mellowfellow

^looks so good!!

lombardis

rockaway tacos

I think I'm finally realizing that even though I'm telling myself she has some hold over me, that it's not her at all...and it's my own self-doubt and inner demons that I'm actually fighting. There was a lot of great with her, but I made it great, and I am 100% sure of that. All the good things we had or did were what I constructed for us, and she was just there to participate in them with me, and yea...a lot of the time she was amazing, and a great partner to have in those situations. I'm trying really hard to assign the right feelings and not get shit twisted, I'll tell myself a million times that I can't have again what I had with her, but I made all that happen, all that happiness. I've done it before, I can do it again.

Don't want to get all spiritual/religious but the concept is called planting seeds. Everything is coming from you because of the seeds that you have planted in the past. So yup, you can pretty much create your own happiness and create that perfect girl that you want to meet!

Going to see them next tuesday. Can't wait!! <3

@mellowfellow

what jacket?

phillip lim