profesorvlad

The entinre Placebo discography (has been playing for a week straight) shit's giving me mixed feelings

heres my old fitpic

that's what im talking about, kawaii, just how i like it

that would be showing favoritism tho.

 

(no homo)

well, maybe if you were a high school girl

wow u sound like a total dream!  if i was a girl in yr class i'd suck yo dick.

well if you're ever in buenos aires hit me up lol

what are the argie standards of attractiveness?  are teachers in argie generally not good looking?

 

can u please post the lyrics to the song sang by the other students that was utilized to mock u?

 

thank you for this wonderful cultural exchange.

I couldn't say about the argie standards in general.

regarding teachers, i'm 23 (PE teacher and starting literature too) while my coleagues are 30+ mostly bald or fat or too old for teenagers, so I'm like a 10 at school

lyrics have too many idioms to translate to english, sorry

np I love cultural exchange

agent of consent b 14?  damn u one lucky sonnuvabee! 

 

anyway u don't wanna tell me? thats ok. my powers of intuition tells me shes 15.  i ain't even hatin.  would love to take a yung girl out 4 a milkshake at the malt shop or some shit.  

 

do u show her favoritism in class?

fuck yeah i show her favoritism, in argie standards i'm pretty good looking for a teacher and the other girls are aware of my favoritism (they sang about her like mocking me and stuff like that, which is also cute)

ok. now that we've established that ur probably not a creepy pedo, how old is your student and what is the law of consent in buenos aires?

AoC is 14 i think, I'm not posting her age tho even if she's older

i'm assuming ur not an english teacher.  anyway i'm not comprehending what ur trying to say 100%, but r u a kindergarten sub?

yeah, I'm not an english teacher nor a kindergarten sub either

and I'm out of practice so my english sucks

here's my confession

I was set for a substitute teacher job that eventually didin't happen, and tho I have continuity (?) in the school and I should be worried about money, I'm more concerned about not sharing enough time with my student crush

(bash all you want, I still don't regret my feelings)

got "promised" a substitution (don't know the exact term in english, i'm a teacher) of 5 months and last Friday they told me it wasn't possible after all, words cannot describe how sad and depressed I feel now

does finasteride count?

AFAIK/was told by a psych, it is possible to reprogram the body into a more depressed base state.

 

I spent a couple years just getting more and more down and feeling more like I was a useless pos who wasn't going anywhere. Wasn't like that all the time, but an increasing percentage of the time since 2010. basically felt like I was marking time and was never going to progress beyond the uni student/casual job phase of my life.

 

supposedly through this period I was more or less teaching my body a certain physiological way to react to various stimulus, so in theory it was becoming easier to sink into depressive thinking/stay there and much harder to stay/respond positive(ly). not sure how much of this effect is chemical and how much mental

 

since seeing help and going on SSRIs in early 2013, I've been getting better and have really been making the effort to try and reprogram my responses and thinking. exercise has been the main medication for me - as well as being forgiving of myself and working towards larger and larger goals and projects. came off meds june/july 2013.

 

tdlr; anecdotal evidence about the physiological effects of depression/my depression

that feeling man, nice anecdotal info tho

INTJ although I once got istj

lol

i know, shut up, this is all i have at the moment since i'm failing hard at life

-become an active sufu poster 

-get a job

-save to move abroad

-start building a wardrobe to post on waywt

-get a life and friends

-restart japanese lessons

-get a tattoo

-read more

Went to therapy for the first time today for some anxiety issues. Was weird because it was the first day in over a month I haven't had any anxiety.

new in sufu, so don't bash for gettin in the middle of the thread, but congrats man, seeking help is always good

rereading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire