Sleazy P

ego took quite a hit last night.

so i was working a seasonal job with a girl this summer and last summer, and despite us being good friends it was clear that there was the potential for something more. however, last summer she had a boyfriend. and towards the end of last summer she got her younger sister a job at the same place, and right off the bat her sister and i had a physical connection. within a few days her and i had had sex, and continued doing it for a couple months. this girl let me know that she wasn't thrilled that i was in a fuckbuddy relationship with her sister, but she could see that i wasn't using her or anything and i treated her with respect, so she sort of gave it her blessing.

fast forward to this summer, she's split up with her boyfriend, her sister has been out of the picture for several months, and her and i develop a closer relationship. all summer there's mutual flirting, a couple casual dates, but it didn't look like things would progress any further. i made a couple moves but each time she said she was still getting over her ex, was still thrown off by the fact i had been with her younger sister, and she didn't all of our coworkers in her business. i was ok with this, it was clear she was feeling me but i wasn't gonna push the issue too hard as i was pursuing another girl at the time. and i was really enjoying her friendship.

towards the end of the summer she's gearing up for school in a city about 3 hours away, and i could tell she was really second guessing herself. we're talking more and more frequently, she's telling me how much she's gonna miss me and it was pretty clear that she was regretting turning down my advances.

she leaves, and things change completely. now she wants to give things a shot between us. she's planning on coming back this weekend and wants to spend time together and talk about where we can take this. she and i both speak with her sister who is totally fine with us pursuing something, she said i was a great guy and was much better suited for her.

this is getting long so i'll cut to the chase. picked her up for dinner, couple drinks (should note her i only put back 2), and took her back to my place. had a great talk, took her to my bed and things are getting heated. after an hour or so of foreplay, i put the dome on and as i'm about to put it in i lose my boner... and it's not coming back. i'm absolutely mortified, nothing like this has ever happened to me before, and despite trying to get back in the mood my anxiety is totally killing any chance of redemption. she seems fully understanding (but visibly disappointed), and we go to sleep. i drive her home this morning with promises to see her tonight, but i'm rattled.

so yeah, i've been moping around all day, smacking myself in the head and muttering insults to myself

i remembered that i posted this here and just felt like i should update. but i don't feel like posting the whole story but suffice to say i never recovered.

we hung out the next day and things were great, she was super reassuring. took her home, made her dinner, and i actually did get a second chance to lay pipe and made good on it. it was fairly uninspired, this time the nervousness was on her end. she came back to town the next weekend, spent alot of time with her friday and saturday and both nights she was close but didn't want to have sex (thought she was on the rag cause we were making out in my bed and her stomach is growling like mad and she says "my body hates me"). sunday she gives me the ole "don't wanna lead you on so i'm gonna tell you i don't see this working". well fuck. and i know (!) its cause of the limp dick, everything up to that point (and after really) i feel that i played perfectly.

i'm not too gutted because the way i see it, pulling a sister swap would be a fairly ridiculous feat anyway. but i'm still mad at my dick!

ego took quite a hit last night.

so i was working a seasonal job with a girl this summer and last summer, and despite us being good friends it was clear that there was the potential for something more. however, last summer she had a boyfriend. and towards the end of last summer she got her younger sister a job at the same place, and right off the bat her sister and i had a physical connection. within a few days her and i had had sex, and continued doing it for a couple months. this girl let me know that she wasn't thrilled that i was in a fuckbuddy relationship with her sister, but she could see that i wasn't using her or anything and i treated her with respect, so she sort of gave it her blessing.

fast forward to this summer, she's split up with her boyfriend, her sister has been out of the picture for several months, and her and i develop a closer relationship. all summer there's mutual flirting, a couple casual dates, but it didn't look like things would progress any further. i made a couple moves but each time she said she was still getting over her ex, was still thrown off by the fact i had been with her younger sister, and she didn't all of our coworkers in her business. i was ok with this, it was clear she was feeling me but i wasn't gonna push the issue too hard as i was pursuing another girl at the time. and i was really enjoying her friendship.

towards the end of the summer she's gearing up for school in a city about 3 hours away, and i could tell she was really second guessing herself. we're talking more and more frequently, she's telling me how much she's gonna miss me and it was pretty clear that she was regretting turning down my advances.

she leaves, and things change completely. now she wants to give things a shot between us. she's planning on coming back this weekend and wants to spend time together and talk about where we can take this. she and i both speak with her sister who is totally fine with us pursuing something, she said i was a great guy and was much better suited for her.

this is getting long so i'll cut to the chase. picked her up for dinner, couple drinks (should note her i only put back 2), and took her back to my place. had a great talk, took her to my bed and things are getting heated. after an hour or so of foreplay, i put the dome on and as i'm about to put it in i lose my boner... and it's not coming back. i'm absolutely mortified, nothing like this has ever happened to me before, and despite trying to get back in the mood my anxiety is totally killing any chance of redemption. she seems fully understanding (but visibly disappointed), and we go to sleep. i drive her home this morning with promises to see her tonight, but i'm rattled.

so yeah, i've been moping around all day, smacking myself in the head and muttering insults to myself

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buuut... why would you take it everyone has seen something like that? :confused:

next level car crash?

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2019340/Hapless-blonde-crashes-250k-Bentley-FOUR-supercars.html

i always thought miracle whip was mayo???

fucked a girl I've been crushing on for 2 years like a couple weeks ago.

she is like a huge partier (gets shitfaced like every other day) and I am pretty much straight edge.

she gets pretty fucked up and is always around frat dudes that spend all their time trying to get her in bed. She kind of likes that attention. I wouldn't ever admit this to her but it kind of bothers me.

hate to say it, but i hope you're ready for some headaches with this girl. I went through a very similar situation with a girl who was a younger sister of a co-worker, huuuuge fuckin' party animal, and it ended up being a nightmare. i cared for her alot, but it took way too much effort to keep up with her when we were together, and way too much self restraint to not succumb to jealousy when i wasn't with her.

there's a distinct element of immaturity and carelessness that comes with a person big into the party scene, and without sounding too harsh on the girl, you'd probably be better off treating it as a fling.

not to sound like a dick, but you shouldn't be surprised that being late twice within the first month and a half of having a job is gonna have some repercussions. that's pretty harsh though.

forgetting to place it on it's charger last night; i was forced to settle for an inadequately charged electric toothbrush this morning.

i've never thrown a punch intended for my brother, but dozens as a result of him.

next level... there's probably been dumb motherfuckers lying under trains since there's been trains.

catchy fried chicken song you say?

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ccr - green river

stones - exile on main street

black mountain - in the future

the dudes - blood guts bruises cuts

stevie wonder - talking book

uh, right leg?

i'm glad all of this goes right over my head

Been awhile since I've posted a non working getup.

Supreme

Carhartt UK

Nike

i like this, what kind of shoes are those?

it's got 17 million views ya fuckin goof

damn. give you props for that one

buddies, baseball, beer.

love you summer

see, volleyball knows whats up when it comes to uniforms. of course you see a ton of hot volleyball players, there's probably alot of less attractive who'd shy away from wearing a pair of skin tight minishorts and showing they ass and legs off.

genius.

the fuck dude. corny white girls, not naked underage white girls

what the fuck is going on here that i'm missing? my brain can't comprehend that being what happens on impact with a golf ball...