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Posted · Hidden by bfan, January 23, 2012 - No reason given
Hidden by bfan, January 23, 2012 - No reason given

last night she told me she was sad she was leaving, I was kind of stoned and fleet foxes was playing and I actually had to fight back a tear. some things are so damn sad and the good times always seem to pass so quickly when things are finally going smoothly. I turned 20 this weekend and I know there will be others but this one is such a find I can't imagine letting her go

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I've been struggling to find meaning in my life. Ive come to the realization that I don't really value anything greatly. So I'm just curious what some of you guys find to be most important in life?

My dog, I love that motherfucker.

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I've been struggling to find meaning in my life. Ive come to the realization that I don't really value anything greatly. So I'm just curious what some of you guys find to be most important in life?

I love working hard at something, be it school, the job, or whatever. Feels good to earn something.

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When we were together, my ex and I always talked about going skydiving. I had a dream we took a trip to Vegas to rekindle our relationship. We had plans for casinos, shows, and skydiving. As we took off in our plane for skydiving, I was so happy to finally do something I've always wanted to do, especially with the girl I'm (still to this day) in love with. As we ascended, I felt the situation growing too perfect, and something was going to go down. Our engines failed due to a electrical problem, and we began freefall. For some reason, the doors were electronically locked, so we couldn't just jump. Instead, we sat in our chairs, we held hand for the first time since we broke up, and crashed into the Earth, killing us.

I woke up with my heart pounding and this feeling of emptiness. My first reaction was to text her, ask if she was okay, then realized I was just dreaming. =/

I'm not over this girl, and this dream got me thinking its possibly a sign, our relationship was a crash and burn.

Hopeless day followed.

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lol i use to have those crazy good dreams

one time i was running away from dudes and turned into a velicoraptor. ended up runnig so fast, i was airwalking and gliding away from them.

but then felt a cold feeling hit my back (imagine a friend dropping icecube down your shirt), this is the feeling i thought of being shot by a gun.

then i wake up right after, thankful to be alive

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Gate <3

dovo where is your mixtape?

rap about fucking crabs please.

LOOOL

We've been messin around with it and it should be someday soon hopefully.

And you already know that must be worked in.

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In the thick of on-campus recruiting and today was the first day where people found out if they got interviews. Didn't get a single e-mail. Can't help but feel like I've failed, which is absurd because it's only been one day but damn, I feel like I'm pretty fucked. Four years ago I thought "hey when I'm a college junior the economy will be on the upswing!" and busted my ass off to get into a great target school. Did things "right" but not well enough.

I don't expect any sympathy as a kid at Wharton whining about not getting investment banking interviews, even my parents are like "this is the path you chose for yourself" but I don't know where to go from here if things don't pan out. A lot of companies aren't sponsoring international students (especially outside of banking) and I'd prefer not to go back to Canada. Also tried the cold-calling option across Canada last year and it seems like internships aren't as institutionalized there, people have never heard of Wharton, or they have co-op arrangements with local schools. I don't regret coming here because I've met so many great people and have had a great experience, but I can't help but wonder what the point was if I don't have anything to show for it.

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broneck is my new favorite person after reading some of his posts in here.

in addition, after reading a bit of this thread I really like/appreciate SuFu a lot more now. it always seems like everyone is trying to be a hardass dick, but you guys are genuinely decent people with real problems and I can relate and appreciate that.

cheers guys. and gettoasty, I think we need to link up, go to some fine San Jose watering holes, and get you some pussy my man.

Kent

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^ i feel the same way.

As of late ive just been chillin by myself catching up on my reading, playing video games, and listening to music that i want to listen to. And its really starting to feel like i belong here. i like my friends but most of the time i'd rather be alone during the day and occasionally go out at night maybe once a week is enough for me, it sure as hell feels that way.

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^ i feel the same way.

As of late ive just been chillin by myself catching up on my reading, playing video games, and listening to music that i want to listen to. And its really starting to feel like i belong here. i like my friends but most of the time i'd rather be alone during the day and occasionally go out at night maybe once a week is enough for me, it sure as hell feels that way.

Alone time is really nice, especially when you go through periods of time where your schedule is so bad you sleep whenever you've free time. Sucks to be smothered

Superconfessional: I spent all my savings. Its not too serious since im still a student but still, i've had savings since I was 10 or something and i just blew through all of it in the past year. Especially the past month goddammit

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also i'm coming to the realization that i'm really tired of clothing and fashion and want to build myself a sort of personal uniform with 5 or 6 grail items and have that be the entirety of my wardrobe.

yo i'm doin this

all basics except for a few statements (boots, coats, knits, etc)

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I have decided to fuck shit up.

I am over feeling any way, but totally dope about what i am doing. I am going to push it as far as i can without any fear.

I have decided to let go of everything, but what i need to make shit happen.

It feels pretty good.

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