tomee

finished watching one punch man ep 1-5. not bad for 3 years of training

^ good decision. if you went on with it you would get annoyed and vice versa. i have been there aswell. you want something to work that much you give it all, that's why it's so hard to give it up in a way all at once. yet the sooner you put a dot after it and move on the sooner you can enjoy life and not get stuck in past stuff that eventually didn't work. i just get annoyed when someone is playing games as in you give 100% and get maybe 80% or less back. wasted time sucks. faking interest is the worst you can do in relationships next to cheating i think.

new internship/job opportunities in the netherlands? please inform if so

mental health is very important, very maybe slighty more important than physical. it is about balance. keeping both parts stable. but from experience and examples i've seen mental health can in situations cure physical health. just like ^timber i've seen people getting cured without any medication. i'd suggest to not get the body addicted to meds. or atleast limit them to where it's possible. it's supposed to be there to 'soften' pains, issues. meds only treat people. they do not cure people. this is why symptoms bounce back. after some time i realised it's how the whole pharmaceutical industry is built. they are many diseases and they are many diseases that are actually 'manmade' by humans. it's sad once you find out but this is also what happens in the world. many moneyhungry people's motive is not to help but to make money. good thing is that our bodies do not require unnatural mixed ingredients to repair. myself i've been in a time where i was depressed, torn my acl and got cut from an internship all at the same time. this had much impact on me. during and after the process was sick of it and started researching and speaking to a few people and thankfully eventually improved myself. from experience it requires time and the right fuel (physical&mental) (food,ingredients(vitamins, organic, natural etc.) and attention. these things are sometimes hidden and labeled often as overrated while in reality they are not. mainstream media will often feed people the wrong message to keep the ball rolling and to maintain income. keep thinking for yourself, research and speak to people who have been through similar situations. it helps. to anyone in find themselves in difficult situations.

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