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Yeah... I do. Fuck

Sure, but she hasn't even said anything about breaking up. Do you think he wants to call her and ask her to "drop my stuff off in front of the house" like a drama queen?

This is so true, she hasn't said anything about breaking up... I mean she is supposed to get back to me with a decision, I think that is assumed.. But how long should I wait. If like a month goes by, should I contact her?

What if i want my shit back?

ahaha, just being difficult.

but seriously, what if i want my shit back

Im going too. Shit is fucking tough though, it really is.

I feel sluggish and slow, and nothing seems real. Maybe im being a serious bitch, but blah.

What if she never calls?

I feel like what everyone said is the absolute truth, especially American hearts, one part of me really wants her back, but the other kinda knows it's not a good idea in itself.

I won't call her, i'm going to act as if were over, which I'm telling myself we effectively are, if she comes back, good, I'll decide then, otherwise I'm going to live for myself for now.

She tells me she loves, she tells me that she really cares for me and doesn't want to hurt me, she tells me she doesn't want to see other people, but at the same time she tells me that she doesn't know if she wants to be with and that we need "time apart."

what the fuck does this mean, and do I just give her the space she seemingly wants and wait for her to reach out to me, or like after a week should I call her?

I really probably should not be posting this here, but i'm drunk, been going through some things with my girlfriend, just worte her this letter. I feel like sharing it.

I really have a hard time believing this is happening between us, it’s really unfortunate. More so than anything I feel terrible because I am at fault here. What you did really hurt me a lot, I can’t lie about that, and I think you know that. But for me to go ahead, and toy with your emotions in order to try to make myself feel better about it was stupidity in grandiose proportions. Writing this to you right now, sitting by myself I feel the consequence of my actions so much more than when I was with you earlier. I now understand how you felt when I acted toward you those couple of times… not a good feeling. The amount of guilt I feel is intense.

All I’m asking is for you to forgive me. I realize that may be a lot to ask for, but are we really going to throw away everything we have on this. We both are only human, we make mistakes, we make poor judgment calls, but that’s life, and it moves on, and we can too. I really think we can, there is no reason to believe that we cannot.

I told you this, but the fact that you disappeared last year when I met you never really bothered me, I kind of felt like you needed to do that, but something in me felt that you would come back at the proper moment. And you did! I’m remembering how it felt to see you again that night at the movie theater a couple of months ago, definitely not one of my smoothest performances, but nevertheless I was elated, for whatever reason I truly felt a connection with you. To lose you again…

I’m thinking about you now, and how happy you make me feel, and how good we are together. That night at the beach, I am still finding sand in and around my bed, and how we found that cool little spot behind me house, and it’s hard to forget our first fateful meeting at Dunkin… In any case no matter what we do, I always have fun. I could lay next to you for hours, not saying anything and still be happy. I mean that.

And for what it’s worth I really think you are happy around me as well, not only that but you’ve opened up to me about many personal things that you said you never told anyone else, I think that stands for something. And I know you yourself are going through a lot, and you may not necessarily feel that well, but saying that you don’t want to depend on me alone for happiness in your life is silly, and another thing that made me sad to hear you say.

You know I’m there for you, if you need your space at times you know you have it, but it doesn’t make sense for you to want to wallow in your own misery all the time, and just be stuck inside your head.

You make me laugh with all the weird things you do, and though you do little things that annoy me, more often than not I think they’re cute and endearing. We all have our little quirks.

When you told me that you didn’t believe me, about how I truly do trust you that was really hurtful. I know I seem like such a strange person, doing all of that, but the last time I truly meant it, and it hurt to see that you didn’t fully believe me. I really put all of my cards on the table, and it’s unlike me to do that, not that that is a bad thing. You’re bringing out a side of me I really didn’t know existed.

This letter is a little rambling, and disjointed, but such is my state of mind right now. I think you understand what I’m getting at. I love you

Terrible pics, I do what I can.

Terrible pics, I do what I can.

Girlfriends been acting funny lately, called to make plans for tonight as we agreed upon last night. She doesnt pick up, I text her to call me back, she doesnt.

This was about two hours ago. Right now I blocked my number and called her, she picked up. I didnt say anything, just hung up.

Got a DWI the other night, i'm 18 years old.

It's absolutely my fault, and I recognize that, it's just that at least for the time being my life is over as I know it.

One thing I know is that I never, ever, ever want to go to jail. Spending a night in a holding cell was fucking weird, scary, not something I want to experience ever again.

to the top it goes

Drop, $55 shipped anywhere in the continental U.S

ive never felt this bad in my life, as a human being i mean.

so my mom gets a call today from my godmother then my mom starts like flipping out, and im hearing this and immediately start tearing up cause i think its my godfather. then i find out that it was actually my godparents' son, who i didnt know very well, that had gotten into a car accident and passed, i started feeling a little relieved yet still sad. but i know that i would have been devastated if it had been my godfather, and that i should feel worse that i lost a family member.

may god rest his soul.

It is what it is, you cant deny your own feelings, or lie to yourself.

Im trying to grow my shit out again, nothing much to do with it, I just kind of slick it back with some pomade/its natural oils. People tell me that it looks robert pattison-y but i dig it.

watchu guys think, should i just shave it all off? face looks retarded in pics

Fuckin caved, bought that beer, drunk and it's all slightly better

Sometimes I get really emotional out of nowhere, for no reason. I think its usually just pent up stress/aggression/irritation, and it only takes something really small, like watching a sad movie, hearing a certain song and ill just wanna lay down and cry or drink, or do mad drugs.

It's good I have such self control, but god fucking knows i'm itching to go to the 24hr store behind my house, get a case of beers and drink myself to high heaven. Knowing that ive got finals coming up, and need to be focused on school is slightly keeping me in check.

Sometimes I think theres something seriously wrong with me.

Also, this thread has been better than it has in months the last couple of pages.

I spoke to my girlfriend on Wednesday night, and asked her what she was up to, she told me she was going to go see "Robin Hood" with her sister.

That movie doesnt come out till Friday.

Granted her sister works at a movie theater, so it could have been like an advance copy this that and the other thing.

Though somehow I doubt that is the case.

Balls.

Bumpity bump bump

Hey all, for sale is a great looking pair of grey suede DB's size 8. Absolutely love these shoes, but as im moving and ive got way to many pairs as is, trying to get rid of em.

Condition is great, as you can tell from the pictures, copious amounts of life left, and to boot this grey suede color is difficult to find both retail and online. Im a size 10 in Adidas and Nikes, 8/8.5 in Converse and these fit me perfectly

Got over 270 positive ebay feedback if credibility is under question.

Asking $60 shipped within the CONUS, but all offers will be considered, paypal only, please PM with any questions.

Terrible pics

uniqlo cardi

alt app tee

acne jeans

cons

Terrible pics

uniqlo cardi

alt app tee

acne jeans

cons

I've always wanted a girl who was a complete freak in the sack, but now that I've got one I sometimes find it hard to keep up.

I ain't complaining tho

still want my shit back hahaha