haptronic

^badass, sfbs look great. what kind of shorts are those, haptronic?

cheers the shorts are commoners alike a nz brand

grown a few beards this year, only to shave just when they are getting serious, think i going to keep this one

always wanted a hinge in the ditch, was visiting wanganui and got tatted by dean at soul graffiti

three weeks ago i decided to clean up my act some. to stop getting wasted for getting wasted sake. i mean i have partied a bit since then but nothing too heavy just fun with friends.

this feels different than i have for the last 25 years of partying.

in the past i have stopped drinking and taking drugs, but at the time i felt like there was pressure building up inside which inevitably led to a huge bender usually to blackout with all the attendant pitfalls.

the situation that led to my decision was the same as ever just heavier. the morning started with benzos in order to sweeten the intravenous methadone, that had become a fairly regular indulgence recently, this was a chill and dream-like day for most of it. late in the afternoon i smoked some crystal which gave some awake/intensity to the whole shebang.

catching up with my gf [who doesn't party] later in the day was nice, until some minor misunderstanding turned into a paranoid spin out for me, she as always was understanding and any damage done was fixable.

after the day or so long comedown i wondered what i was doing to myself, what have i always been doing to myself, i am vulnerable enough without opening up myself to everything by using intoxicants to reduce my inhibitions.

this feels like an internal shift, it is not as if i am giving up anything, not like i am stopping stuff for anyone but myself, not like i am suddenly straight edge, not like jesus has not re found me, not even like this decision is made out of regret for my actions, i just don't feel like getting fucked up anymore.

for the first time in a long time i am happy.

please let me pretend that it is 2005 for moment and that tsubi/ksubi are legit pair of jeans for supertalk.

after a pick up shift in a shop i used to run i went over to my my best friend's house as it was his birthday we burnt some trees, and then his son thor [his name is loki but after finding out the fate of that norse deity insists on being called thor] asked me to play a homeless dude for his youtube series.

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later on went for a long walk with my lady and ended up taking pics of us at my local park.

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merz thing is there are a bunch of corny people who thought the same about sufu as you did. perhaps they think that slim fitting chinos are the height of fashion. their lack of social skills mean that their misguided and poorly aimed barbs lack any real depth. dovo, goat...

but damn there is some gold in this thread....

Especially the bit about letting the artist dictate the content of the tattoo (if they're willing).

wicked article, i agree about being a pussy, which might be because i started bigger stuff in my late 30s, after 2.5 hours i am just no more.

i don't question other peoples reasons for getting whatever tattoos that they have.

as far as content goes though, one of my favourite parts of getting a new tattoo is talking to the artist and coming up with something together that both of us are stoked with.

i have been having the best conversations with prof ben raddatz about the idea of tattoo collecting that he saw when he was working in europe. guys with a mix of different syles from different artists.

whether that is your buzz of some kind of coherent body suit from a single artist i say go for it, it is your body, your life and even your story, so have fun with it.

never said she was my best friend, and obviously everything got misunderstood... im not just going after her now, i have been for a while really. you're all just gonna hate anyway, so i won't even bother trying to defend myself.

i will defend you. bunch of dumbarses in here with sexual guilt that think sex is a favour that girls do for guys, and then try and work on their game in order to get that favour.

NEWSFLASH GIRLS LIKE SEX TOO!!!

you are obviously her friend and listen and care. perhaps having sex with a friend will be exactly what she needs to feel good about herself again. any of these dudes listened to marvin gaye?

who knows maybe it will turn into more than that for you both, whatever the case the only bad thing you did was ask some dudes on the internet whether it was the right thing instead of following your instincts.

pics of girl you have fallen in love with?

it might have been better if she had told you herself. i just want to let you know it is okay if you call me dad

i have had a wonderful crazy week and a half of celebration, party, drinking and drug taking that has had one of my good friends and confidants say 'please don't die'. best of all i have fallen madly in love.

this love would feel like some kind of redemption, an opportunity to really trust again, after my own past transgressions have usually had me cautious, paranoid, and ultimately destructive.

it would feel like redemption except that i have nothing to compare this too, nothing about it about how she is with me reminds me of anything i have ever been involved with before.

i feel brand new.

hardcore wouldn't accept someone with nu-metal ink.

You are from the hometown of ac/dc and you don't know flame tattoos are a bogan staple? Need some history lessons son.

i have been doing too many drugs! i feel kinda lost. to top it all off i have just met a girl who is cool and hot and all over me. i feel mostly scared, her friends warned her off me as dodgy.

i had to wonder if i was, i mean i have done some crazy things in my time, homewrecking, cheating on the people i am involved with, put all sorts of things into my body that even people who party on drugs are scared of.

underneath it all i think i am about 90% romance i live for that feeling, and now that there is a chance i am like a frightened little girl. what say i scare her off? what say she thinks i am way badder than i am and finds out i am mostly boring?

dear hap, stop thinking so much and enjoy the ride.